I hate to admit

Let's get to know me

We basically took this night to relax and catch up and things, Minho was too busy keeping his eyes on Chan.

I found the whole thing funny and out of the corner of my eye I could see Jisung enjoying every minute of it, and he was smirking.

"So, bitches, we are all here together so we might as well make the best out of it." Chanbgin spoke up.

"I suppose, I really don't want to go out though. I mean have you seen outside it's raining nonstop; it might not be down pouring but it's still meh." Minho spoke.

"Well, you can stay cooped up in here then, we however don't need to. It's London and I wouldn't mind seeing the area." I motioned to all of us except Minho.

Minho took one look at me and literally gave me the stare of death, if looks could kill.

I'm still waiting to see what these others have up their sleeves to get me and Minho back together. In all honesty it doesn't seem possible, Minho seems less than pleased with this whole thing.

"Come on Min, you agreed to come with me and you're going to do fun stuff to!" Felix grinned.

"Whatever, we're here for a few days can't we just stay in tomorrow at least." Minho pleaded.

"Ugh fine, but we have fun while we are here then. I got ideas." Felix replied.

Of course he does.

It was getting fairly late, and I didn't want to stay up anymore.

"I'm going to bed, gotta be ready for whatever you bitches have planned tomorrow." I yawned.

I stood up and started walking towards the stairs, but Minho caught my arm.

"Yes?" I spoke coldly.

"Can I talk to you?" Minho asked.

I nodded my head and made my way towards the study.

Minho followed.

As soon as we both entered Minho shut the door behind him and walked over to the desk and leaned against it.

I walked over to him and stood in front of him.

"So, Minho what do you want?" I asked.

"Are you and Chan really together? I talked to Felix, and he told me some things." "Yes, we are together." "Felix didn't really go in on the details but from what I gathered he hurt you in the past."

Oh, Felix angel what did you tell dear Minho.

"He did, we were high school sweethearts and I followed him wherever he went. I dropped out of school for him, for the first year or two we were good, and I was there to support him in his music career. But as soon as he got famous his fame overtook everything and him and I was only in the way. He hurt me badly and after we broke up or if you could even call it that I wanted nothing to do with him and I hated him with every fiber of my being." I explained.

Minho stood up and took a step towards me, we were very close now that I could feel his breath.

"So why go back to him?" Minho asked.

"It was years before I saw him again and when we did, we both hated each other, but it slowly drove us together not apart. And when you...abandoned me and when Felix did, I sent myself to an institution because I was weak and couldn't handle it, the pain, the hate, rumors everything. I was in there for two years, Jisung was the only one basically who when could be there for me. Felix showed up better late than never and then Chan. He was there for me towards the end and now...you know." I explained the rest.

Minho brought his hand up and cupped my cheek.

He looked at me with some emotion for once.

"I'm sorry you went through whatever you did. I must have been an ass to abandon you." Minho spoke softly.

"It was a lot to go through and you weren't ready for it, it took a toll on you and then on Felix." I replied.

"Let's take this trip to get to know each other...or rather I get to know you." Minho smiled.

Minho dropped his hand and then he walked out.

I don't know what just happened but maybe this trip won't be so bad, or it could be all a lie. Fuck I don't know anymore.

"Hey you, okay?" I turned around and saw Chan in the doorway.

"Well Minho just said he wants to get to know me." I laughed dryly.

"And that's funny?" Chan spoke.

"Well, I've seen the way he's been eyeing you and now he's acting all nice towards me, I don't know but whatever. I'm tired let's go to bed Channie." I looked over at Chan.

Chan walked over to me and picked me up placing me on the desk.

"Chan." I huffed.

"Jinnie. I'm not going to do anything, just calm down okay." Chan leaned in and kissed me.

The kiss wasn't a hungry one or lustful it was just a simple gentle kiss.

"He's watching." Chan whispered in my ear.

"Channie!" I giggled trying to push him away enough so I could see.

Minho was indeed still in the doorway but as soon as he saw us, he walked off.

"Nice one Channie." I smirked.

"Well, I gotta play my part baby. Now let's get your tired ass to bed." Chan picked me up and carried me out the room.

I wasn't in any mood to mess with him, so I just let him do whatever.

However as soon as we passed the living area, we got all sorts of shit from the others.

"Don't do anything I wouldn't do!" Felix yelled.

"Have fun!" Changbin chuckled.

I flipped everyone off and rested my head against Chan's shoulder as he took me up the stairs and to our bedroom.

"So nosy." I mumbled.

Chan couldn't help but chuckled as he laid me down on the bed.

"Just cuddle me." I glared at Chan.

"Mhmm yes boss." Chan laughed.

Yeah, cuddle me, that's right I said it.

I'm needy and that's that, Chan is available, and he gives good cuddles even with the clothes on.