I hate to admit

Scheming

Jisung

"How's Hyunjin?" Chan asked.

"He thought about hurting himself." I replied.

I had just gotten back from Hyunjin's, I wanted to stay longer and be there for him, but Chan and I were preparing for our comeback.

"I should have stayed." I whispered.

"Why didn't you? This comeback can wait another day ya know, if he would have hur-" "Don't Chan, don't think the worst okay. I was there, he's okay. He had this blade sitting in front of him, it's like a reminder of sorts, I think. He thinks about it but never does, if he would have hurt himself, he would have years ago." I looked up at Chan.

I know Hyunjin was strong, and he feels so fucking guilty about so much.

Especially with Chan. With me.

With Minho.

I pretty much gave Chan permission, and Hyunjin...he needed him.

"Minho called him damaged. Hyunjin told me that Minho said he wasn't his type and that he would never date someone like him. Minho said they could be friends." I spoke.

I watched as Chan became unhinged almost, his jaw was clenched, and he balled his hands into fists.

Chan was seething.

"And he thought he hated me. I can't believe he would say that, like I understand losing your memory but fuck. I honestly didn't want Minho to look at Hyunjin and fall for him all over again, Hyunjin deserves so much more." Chan narrowed his eyes.

"Minho isn't that bad Chan and I get that you're all of a sudden protective of Hyunjin, but I can say for a fact Minho has changed and I haven't even gone to see him yet. I overheard Felix talking to Binnie about him." I sighed.

We were currently at our studio, we were going over some new song ideas and writing, playing with different sounds and what not.

We wanted our comeback to be as good when we first debuted.

I was sitting at the sound board and the computer, and Chan was writing and re-writing songs with half of them being balled up and thrown in the trash.

"I should go see Minho, talk some fucking sense into him." Chan spat.

"You need to go see Hyunjin, he has no one right now and Changbin took Felix out of town for the weekend." I replied.

"I don't think that's a good idea Ji." "You know I love you right? And as crazy and fucked up our relationship is I honestly don't mind but if it was some random ass person then your ass would be grass. I know you've changed your ways Chan, and you still have a ways to go but just let it be. Besides there are plenty of couples who date openly, and one person sees two people at a time, and they are one big happy family." I chuckled.

I got up and walked over to Chan giving him a small gentle kiss, I could feel Chan smile into kiss and as he grabbed me, I fell into his lap.

"I so don't fucking deserve you." Chan pressed his forehead against mine.

"No, you don't." I laughed. 

"I think we should plan something, get both of them together under the same roof and make Minho see what he's missing out on." Chan spoke. "What you going to do parent trap their asses?" "In a way I guess, but Minho needs to see the person he fell for when he found him." "We do have some vacation time to use, why don't we all go somewhere together. But we should separate and meet at the same place. Oh! Let's go back to London, I miss that place and there's a lot I didn't get to see." I pouted.

Chan was silent for a moment, and I couldn't tell if he was on board with the idea or not.

Honestly, I think it would be a great idea, not only for all of us to get together and hang out but maybe we can get some more inspiration for our comeback.

"You know Minho doesn't completely know you or Changbin right?" Chan spoke.

"Well, it's not like he doesn't know us, his memory is hazy about us, but he completely forgot Hyunjin. I say Felix can get Minho to go, I'll go with Changbin and you can go with Hyunjin." I jumped off of Chan excitedly.

"I suppose. Next weekend then." Chan stood up.

"I'll call Felix and let him know, who knows it might take him all next week to convince Minho anyways. Now get the fuck out and go check on Hyunjin and talk to him." I got my phone out while shooing Chan out the door.

As I watched Chan leave, I called Felix up and started explaining everything to him.

This will either be good or end really badly and I will take full blame for it but we gotta try something.

Somewhere inside Minho has to feel something for Hyunjin, he has to remember how much he loved him.