I hate to admit

tricks

"Ooh Jinnie is up!" I could hear Felix squeal.

I took my place on the set; Chan was in front and the other two were on other side of him. I happened to be one of the 4 back up dancers that they had, thank God I know all the fucking steps.

I laughed to myself and then I heard the music start up and I took position.

I could see the other dancers in my peripheral, and I noticed that they weren't at the top of the list, I mean I recovered from my accident and I'm still better than them.

Taking my steps one at a time and following the beat I was actually enjoying myself, it felt good to be somewhat in the spotlight.

I could catch glimpses of Felix smiling and watching me closely, I would have thought his eyes would have been on Jisung but they weren't. Minho on the other hand, his eyes were glued to me. I however kept my cool and only did my facial expressions with the dancing and was not going to get distracted.

We went through at least two verses and a small dance break, the director then called cut and that was break time.

"Hey Hyunjin, can I talk to you for a minute?" Jisung asked.

"Uh yeah sure." I replied.

Jisung took me to the side out of earshot from everyone.

"So, what's up?" I spoke.

"Yeah um...about the rest of the video, I know you agreed to be the backup dancer, but Chan failed to mention one part." Jisung replied. "Right because who would he be if he didn't have some trick up his sleeve." I rolled my eyes.

I watched Jisung shift back and forth on his feet, he was definitely nervous to tell me whatever it is.

"There's one scene where Chan is signing, it's more of a subtle part. It's nothing too flashy or upbeat, but rather sad, I guess. The back up dancer that was originally supposed to be in the same scene with Chan, kind of dancing around him and more up close and personal." Jisung explained.

I laughed at the last part.

"Now I have to be the up close and personal dancer. Sure, why would Chan mention that part anyways. How close and personal exactly?" "Like touching him personal." Jisung spoke.

"For fuck sakes." I groaned.

Jisung scratched the back of his neck like he didn't want to be talking about this and he was being a little squirrely.

"Jisung what's wrong? What happened the other night, you and Felix's date?" I asked.

"N-nothing is wrong, everything went great Hyunjin." Jisung stuttered. "Right and I'm supposed to believe that Felix hasn't been himself since that night. He went from all happy to downright moody. Not to mention neither one of you have been even together today, usually you're all clingy." "It's...just complicated."

Right complicated.

So, help me if you hurt Felix. I am going to have to talk to Jisung now, I guess I will have to tell him at least a bit about Chan and I's relationship.

"Whatever Jisung, you know Felix is my family and he's really into you. I won't forgive you if you hurt him. I however do need to talk to you later, just me and you." I spoke.

"Okay Hyunjin." Jisung replied.

After talking to Jisung and hydrating myself, I kept close to Felix for the rest of my break and Minho went into work mode again. Him and Changbin were into a heated discussion about something, and it was hilarious to watch them.

"What were you and Jisung talking about?" Felix looked up at me.

"Just about the shoot is all Lix, don't worry. Apparently, I have to do a scene with Chan." I glared over at Chan. "Oh really? I mean is that going to be, okay?" "Yeah, it'll be fine, Minho on the other hand might not like it." "Yeah, he definitely won't like it." Felix chuckled.

I know when I have my talk with Jisung I'm going to have to talk to Felix as well.

He needs to know a little bit about my past.

"Alright! Next scene!" The director yelled.

The next scene us back up dancers had a few seconds or so and then it went back to just 3racha, during the break Minho also went over a few moves with Chan and Changbin and it seemed like they needed it. Watching them they were doing great, their rap, their vocals and just the dancing alone was almost mesmerizing.

One of the director's assistants came over to me and pulled me to the side, they wanted to go over the scene with me where I would be with Chan.

As they were describing it to me, I really wanted to just throw up right then and there. I'm pretty sure Chan had this set up from the beginning, I doubt their back up dancer was 'sick'.

I went back over to my chair and sat down and groaned, I rubbed my temples as I could feel a headache coming on. This really was going to be a shit show, and now Minho was giving me the look.

"Min please don't start with me, I'm already getting a headache so please." I pleaded.

"I hate it, I hate him. I can't believe he's doing this, I'm pretty sure he knows what he's doing too." Minho growled.

"I know Min, I hate it just as much. I'm not going to let him get to me though, you know I have you and you're all I need. We are still going to go through with everything, this video, the dancing and our song collab. This is for us Minho, for Felix. After all of this I'm going to even talk to Jisung and then Felix." I explained.

"God, I love you." Minho kissed me.

Trying to pull away from me as he was just giving me a quick kiss, but I held him closer and let it go for a few seconds. 

I wanted everyone to know that I am Minho's.

And that included Chan.

"And I love you." I whispered.

When I turned around and Minho pulled me into him close, I caught a glimpse of Chan who had definitely saw our little interaction and he mis stepped. The director got annoyed and yelled cut.

"Alright that's it for today! Same time on Saturday." The director spoke.

Great two days and I get to play my scene, and now I assume I'll have to go over a few things with Chan before then.