I hate to admit

I got nothing left

"Hyunjin." 

I groaned and turned over.

I opened my eyes and saw Chan staring at me.

"Need to wake up baby, I want to talk to you. Besides I need to check on your wound." Chan spoke softly.

"Mhmm, I'm awake Channie." I nuzzled my face in his chest.

Chan instantly wrapped his arms around me and brought one of his hands up to play with my hair.

"I'm sorry you had to see me like that last night." I whispered.

My voice sounded fucking terrible; I don't smoke but it sounds like I have for years.

"Don't apologize Jinnie, I can't imagine what you're going through. You've been through so much shit in the past years not to mention what I fucking put you through. To have Minho say those things to you and act that way. Sorry Jisung told me, he overheard Felix talking to Changbin and then he told me what you told him when he visited you." Chan spoke.

"It's okay Channie, things change you especially if you've been in a traumatic accident." I replied.

Chan kissed the top of my head and his hand rested on my hip; he gently caressed my skin.

Chan then got up and walked over to the other side of me, he gently removed the bandage and threw it away.

I sat up just a bit making it easier for him to access it, he then grabbed the first aid kit again and cleaned it up more and wrapped it back up.

I watched as Chan cleaned up the mess and I couldn't help but look at him, he was still full blown naked and he looked so damn good.

I really wish he would put some clothes on.

I mean I guess I asked for him to lay with me naked so it's on me.

I finally managed to get up off the bed and I was walking towards the closet to grab some clothes when Chan came up behind me.

Chan wrapped his arms around my waist from behind and rested his chin on my shoulder.

"Jisung had an idea for all of us. He thinks we need to parent trap yours and Minho's ass." Chan chuckled.

"Seriously?" I said skeptically.

"We have some vacation time to use up and he suggested going to London. The suggestion was Jisung goes with Changbin, Felix takes Minho and I take you. We all leave separately and meet up in London." Chan explained.

"I don't know Chan...I don't if Felix could talk Minho into it and besides Minho clearly wants nothing to do with me." "Well, that's why we're doing this Jinnie, we are all going to get together and spend some time in a nice condo, go sightseeing and shit and find some way to get the both of you alone." "I guess, what more do I have to lose."

I turned around and faced Chan.

"Why are we still naked?" I chuckled.

"Because I stopped you from getting your clothes just now." Chan replied.

We both burst into laughter.

We both really need to be clothed right now, otherwise I ain't going to control myself.

As shitty as that sounds despite the other night it's been a real fucking long time, I guess I have needs like every other normal fucking guy out there.

Kill me alright, it's a sin to want Chan all over me while he's seeing someone I know.

"Can you please put some clothes on. And when do we leave? I need to find someone to look after Leebit." I sighed.

"What you afraid of coming on to me or me onto you? I mean we pretty much have a free pass; we also leave this coming weekend." Chan smirked. "We used our free pass Chan." I rolled my eyes.

I swatted at Chan and pulled away from him.

I opened the closet door behind him and grabbed some clothes, I flung them at Chan, and I grabbed some myself.

"We can still have some fun Jinnie later on." Chan winked.

I limped my way to the bathroom and shut the door, still feeling like utter shit I dressed myself and then freshened up.

I looked at myself in the mirror, my hair was a mess and bags under my eyes. I looked like shit; I looked as if I haven't eaten in days.

I have no idea if this whole thing is going to work or not, but I guess it's worth a shot.

Like I said earlier what have I got to lose.