I hate to admit

Before the show

Ever since this morning Felix has been in a frenzy, and that's only because we will be seeing 3racha in concert tonight. Felix's dream will be coming true, and I can only imagine how happy he is going to be, right now it's like he's bouncing off the walls, running around in circles like a cat and it's so damn cute.

Felix deserves some happiness in his life right now and we will be right there by his side.

"Lix! Stopping running around and get your ass down here for breakfast!" I yelled from the kitchen.

"Hmm I don't think I've seen him so happy before." Minho grinned from across the counter as he watched me cook.

Me and Minho are the cooks in the house, Felix is not allowed anywhere near the kitchen unless supervised. Besides the only thing he can make are his amazing brownies and on occasion cookies but that's it anything else and he will burn down the place.

"It's good seeing him like this." I replied placing the food on the table. Minho helped finish setting the table and eventually Felix made his way downstairs.

"I can tell Hyunjin made breakfast today!" Felix giggled. "Oh?" I replied with raised brows. 

"You always seem happier when Hyunjin makes food." Minho pouted. "Only because he knows how I like my food!" Felix replied guiltily. "Hmm you're just a picky eater Lix." I ruffled his hair before sitting down. "And don't pout Min, it doesn't suit you."

I'm pretty sure I heard Minho grumbling over across the table and I couldn't help but shake my head.

We ate in silence for a bit until Minho started bringing up the plan for tonight.

Felix got so excited again that he shoved the rest of his food in his mouth and ran back upstairs mumbling something about finding the right outfit to wear or something.

I got up and started to clear the table and Minho helped.

"You think Felix would die of happiness if I told him I got backstage passes?" Minho spoke.

"You what?" I asked making sure I heard him right. "I got backstage passes." "I heard you but how did you pull that off?" "I have connections Jinnie, I own the top dancing studio in Seoul." "Hmm correction we own the top dancing studio in Seoul." I playfully shoved Minho.

Minho pinned me against the counter and lifted me up setting me down on top, "Yes we own but I have the connections. Besides it's all for Lix anyways, it's just a bonus for us." You're too good you know that?" "Let's try to enjoy tonight and watch as Felix's smile lights up the whole damn venue." Minho chuckled.

Yes, I can definitely see it now. His smile will be brighter than any fucking light in that place, he will be bigger than any fan there.

"Come on! Let's go!" I heard Minho yell from downstairs. Felix and I were finishing getting ready, it takes time for us to look good.

Minho looks good in anything and doesn't even need time to get ready, he can wear a hoodie and joggers and be just as hot.

"Ready?" I asked Lix.

"Ready! Let's go Jinnie!" Felix smiled skipping out of the room.

Felix was down the stairs and out the door in no time, I made my way downstairs and Minho was waiting for me. "You know you'd look good in anything right? I understand Felix taking the time but you don't need it." Minho spoke.

I glared at Minho as I walked past him but was soon stopped. "Hyunjin, you know you're hot right?" "I am fucking sexy." I pouted. "And you're all mine. You could just have my shirt on and messy hair and still look hot as hell." "Mhmm, I didn't want Felix to feel lonely, so I joined in on the fun of getting ready with him and it was fun, and I look fucking fantastic." I smirked.

Minho eyed me up and down almost like he was going to devour me right there but was soon interrupted by Felix yelling from the car.

"We should get going, can't make our little prince late now." I whispered.

"I suppose not." Minho grinned.

Minho kissed me quickly and dragged me outside to the car, Felix was sitting in the backseat grinning from ear to ear. I hopped in front and Minho in the driver's seat and away we went.

When we arrived at the venue it was packed and luckily for us and with Minho's connections, we got reserved parking and brought in through back.

We made our way through the halls and started hearing all the fans, we wouldn't be going backstage until after the concert but going through the back saved us some time.

As soon as we entered the area, we went to find our seats, and of course we were right up near the stage, and I swear if I wasn't by Felix right now, he would be passed out on the floor.

"I can't believe I'm going to be this close to 3racha!" Felix yelled in excitement.

"Well believe it Lix! This is all for you." Minho smiled pulling Felix into a hug.

It was such a sight to see, Felix smiling, and it's been a good while since he has shamed himself and I hope it continues this way. It's hard to bring him back once he starts putting himself down but me and Minho are always there right by his side whenever.

"Get ready to enjoy the night!" I smiled.

"Let's go!" Felix pumped his fists in the air.

We still had a little time before the concert started so I decided to go get some drinks and snacks, I was a little hungry and I know the other two would appreciate something.

It was definitely easier coming in through the back, trying to weave in and out of these crazy fans was a disaster and time consuming but I still had time.

I however used the bathroom first and then on my way out I saw the merch stands and decided to get something for Lix.

After standing in line forever and when my turn came, I grabbed what I wanted then decided to head back. I thought I'd get some snacks later during an intermission or something, I wanted to avoid all the fans, so I snuck around.

"Can't wait to see the look on Felix's face when I give him this stuff." I mumbled to myself. I was going through the things in the bag and not paying attention to where I was going.

I didn't run into anyone, but I think I missed my turn, I decided to stop and look around. It'd be my luck to get lost too and there's only 20 minutes until the concert starts.

Not a single soul around, everyone is probably already in their seats or getting last minute things, but it was quiet.

"Chan! Come one it's almost time." I heard a voice say.

It can't be can it?

I turned the corner and saw a guy; his back was faced towards me and there was another guy coming down the hall at him. "You always make it difficult, don't you? Always minutes before and I have to hunt you down." The voice said.

"Yeah, yeah Sung. Let's go and besides you love coming to find me." The other guy spoke and, in an accent, too.

Fuck.