I hate to admit

There is no pretending

Minho

"Well, I'd say that was a good first date." I spoke.

"I mean I guess, it's not our first date however but it is a new memory for us. The movie was good, the food was great, the cuddling was even better." Hyunjin smiled.

"Well, I'm glad that was the highlight." I chuckled. 

It was only Friday night, and we had a simple movie at home date night. We still have the rest of the weekend and I hope it goes just as well.

To be honest I'm kind of nervous about this whole thing, I don't know if I feel weird or about it or not, I mean it's not like Hyunjin is a complete stranger. Sure, I was an ass when I talked to Hyunjin when I met him after I woke up in the hospital, but I wasn't uncomfortable around him.

In fact, it was the opposite, I just didn't want to show any sort of emotion.

"Hyunjin, I'm sorry I don't remember anything." I spoke.

"Don't be sorry, we're starting over and that's alright. You know we used to do this quite a bit, sit here on the couch watching movies and cuddle. There were times when Felix would be with us too, but other times late at night when he was fast asleep, we would do other stuff..." Hyunjin smirked.

"Well, the other stuff...sounds fun." I grinned. "It was fun Min, we had good times together." "Can we...make those memories again?" I asked.

I turned to face Hyunjin more and he scooted closer to me.

Hyunjin just smiled softly at me, and he leaned into me.

"I wouldn't say no, but I also don't know how you want this to go." Hyunjin spoke softly.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"I mean...where do you want this to go? Are we dating, or just having fun? Do you want to go fast or slow?" Hyunjin looked at me.

I guess I never thought about that, all I wanted was to try and get to know Hyunjin and maybe even remember something.

I don't know if I want it to go slow per say but not too fast either. I wouldn't mind dating though, whether I remember or not I don't think it really matters anymore.

I'm getting to know him now, making new memories.

That's what matters.

"Let's see where we can take each other." I pulled Hyunjin into my lap.

Hyunjin was straddling me now, I had my hands resting on his waist and he rested his hands on my chest.

Hyunjin all of a sudden started laughing.

"What's so funny?" I cocked my head to the side.

"Nothing...every time we got to do something or were in the middle of this, Felix always interrupted us, and he always acted so shy." Hyunjin smiled.

"Well, he's not here now...it's just us." I spoke but not before Leebit jumped up and started meowing.

Hyunjin just collapsed on top of me and burst into laughter and I couldn't help but join him. I guess it's not Felix.

"Sorry, he kind of gets needy sometimes." Hyunjin nuzzled his face into the crook of my neck.

"I guess not tonight then." I chuckled.

Hyunjin pushed himself up and then cupped my face, leaned in and kissed me.

"Doesn't mean we can't kiss." Hyunjin whispered into the kiss.

I couldn't help but pull Hyunjin even closer into me and hold him tighter.

Seems like I like kissing Hyunjin more and more, even if this is just a simple date and spending time together. This whole weekend is about us, and I hope we can figure us out.