I hate to admit

Young and loud

Today is the day we start work with 3racha officially, Minho said that first we will be working on the choreograph for the music video for them and then after we will work on our sort of collaboration of songs.

The moment Minho brought it up to Felix he jumped for joy, and he immediately called Jisung to talk to him about it. Felix also asked about our night we had even though Minho and I didn't do anything yet, so he just told him it's none of his business which Felix just teased us.

As much as I would have liked for us to 'do it' I was kind of relieved we hadn't yet, Minho was very vulnerable and it kind of worried me but now I know just a bit more about him. He has yet to tell me how he got all those scars, but I can wait, I know it took him a lot to just let me see and touch them.

I feel like Minho, and I have become a lot closer now and I hope it continues to stay that way, I hope nothing will get between us not even Chan.

Right now, I'm in Minho's bed, both of us shirtless under the covers and in his arms. Fuck it feels so right, we have been through so much together and not once has Minho ever strayed from me.

I can hear music coming from Felix's room I think and of course he's blasting 3racha, I'm surprised Minho hasn't woken up from it.

I turned to face Minho, his hair was all tousled and a few strands fell over his eyes while his lips were in a pout, and he looked so damned hot even while sleeping. I mean I can wake up and look like a complete mess, yet he looks flawless.  The upper part of his body was exposed, and his scars were on full display, just looking at them makes my heart hurt and I can feel the tears building up.

"What's wrong Hyunjin?" I heard Minho mumble.

"Don't mind me Min, just admiring you." I managed to smile.

Minho opened his eyes and looked at me, his eyes hold a whole other world for me, and I can't help to think that I almost completely gave up on him.

"Baby don't cry, it's okay." Minho brought his hand up to wipe my tears away.

"I'm sorry." I whispered as I reached out and grazed my fingers on a scar just below his ribcage. "Soon I'll tell you okay, let's just focus on us for now." Minho smiled. "I think we have to deal with certain blonde angel first." I chuckled. "Mhmm, you're right also let's just let him think we actually slept together. I mean we will eventually anyways." "Hmm I sure fucking hope so."

Minho laughed sweetly and leaned into kiss me then he placed a kiss on my forehead.

After a bit we finally decided to get up, I went to go take a shower while Minho went to go deal with Felix and his loud music.

As I was in the shower and a long one at that, I wanted to enjoy my time under the hot water and as good of a mood as I was in it made me start to sing. Normally I take about maybe 10-15 minutes in the shower but not this morning, as the water ran down on me it relaxed me and that was something I was in need of.

A la la, love you babe

A la la, love you babe

"That's quite the song." Minho whispered into my ear.

"Mhmm just for you." I chuckled. "Decided to join me?"

"Why not? It's not every day I get to hear you sing let alone in the shower. Did I ever mention how much I love your voice." Minho spoke softly.

I turned around and Minho was all smirk and lust in his eyes.

We were both naked and wet obviously in the shower, I looked at Minho and then I let my eyes wander down his body slowly and then back up again and I smirked.

"Hmm I guess you were hiding something from me again." I smirked.

"Well at least it's definitely a surprise for you." Minho smiled.

Minho leaned in and kissed me; I pulled him in close and deepened the kiss letting my arms wrap around his neck and then he pinned me up against the wall.

Minho was kissing me hungrily now even though I know it's still hard for him to be completely exposed to me, but it's a step.

"Minho..." I whispered into the kiss.

I could feel Minho smile and his mouth then moved towards my neck kissing and sucking at the skin, I know there will be a mark left afterwards. I could feel him getting lower and lower as he left a trail of kisses down my body. I was so lost in thought that I suddenly moaned without realizing it and as I looked down and my dick was deep in Minho's mouth.

"Fuck." I moaned.

Minho was sucking on my dick, and it felt so good, I threw my head back as he picked up the pace and my fingers grabbed Minho's hair. I pushed his head down and I knew it was hitting the back of his throat and he gagged a bit which made me chuckle.

"I have definitely been missing out on things." I managed to say.

The rate he was going I was going to cum any minute now.

"Mhmm, Minho fuck." I moaned. My fingers were still in Minho's wet hair, and I could tell he picked up the pace just from hearing me.

Soon enough I came, Minho didn't even pull away and now his mouth was full of me.

Minho then stood up and looked me dead in the eye and swallowed every bit with a smirk on his face.

"Damn looks like I've been missing out too, you taste so fucking good." Minho then kissed me.

After the very steamy shower session we both dried off and then got dressed, we noticed that the loud music was now nonexistent, and it was fairly quiet.

I finished towel drying my hair and threw the towel in the hamper, I turned around and Minho was standing there just looking at me.

"What?" I asked.

"Nothing, just glad to have you by my side is all Hyunjin. I know it took us awhile to get here but, I know we still have a ways to go too." Minho spoke.

"That we do but until then let's just be in the moment. And not to break our moment or anything but I think I know why it's so quiet out there." I nodded towards the door.

I saw Minho smile and then I walked over to the door and opened it up.

"Hear something you like?" I scowled at the blonde boy who was taken aback.

Felix looked genuinely scared for a minute until I laughed at the sight of him, he then let out a breath he probably didn't even realize he was holding.

"I...uh, I'm sorry." I could tell Felix felt ashamed.

"Don't worry Lix, we aren't mad at you." Minho came up and ruffled his hair. "Curious, weren't you?"

I knew Minho was just messing around with Felix, but I could tell he was getting a little uncomfortable.

"Don't scare him Min. It's okay Lix, it's natural ya know." I spoke softly.

"I just...never," Felix's voice trailed off. "Don't worry okay, we're not mad. Minho is just being mean." I glared at Minho who rolled his eyes.

"Now let's get going so we can go to work, and you can see Jisung." I placed my hand on his head.

Felix's eyes immediately lit up and he then ran off down the stairs.

I just shook my head and looked over at Minho who was laughing, "I hope to god him and Jisung get together, he needs him." "Yeah, well Lix is young and still has time, you sound like a parent ready to hand off your child to marriage." "You know I feel responsible for him but no way in hell is he ready for that yet!" Minho's voice rose and I definitely couldn't help but laugh now.

Seems like we are both like parents in a way but all in all we are family and Felix means the world to us so it's only natural we want to protect him.