I hate to admit

Dare anyone?

Chan

Damn it.

I don't know what has Hyunjin so down but I don't like it. I don't like seeing him this way, everything was so good this morning and then all of a sudden...he changed.

"Hyunjin don't say things like that. You'll have your happy ending okay; Minho will come to his senses...he'll remember." I spoke softly.

I hated the way he was looking at me right now.

Like he has no hope whatsoever.

"You finally got yours Channie, I wasn't the one for you and I get that. Jisung is good for you, and I'm happy for you." Hyunjin smiled but behind that there was a sadness.

"I know this whole thing isn't ideal but the little time I've spent with you has been great, it's like a second chance almost. You know I love you Jinnie and I always will, I'll always be there for you even if I do have someone. I'm sorry for all the shit you've been through and for everything I've put you through." I pulled Hyunjin into my arms.

"Channie..." Hyunjin's voice was muffled as his face was buried in my chest.

"Come on baby, everything will be okay. Let's go back inside, Felix wants to have some fun and maybe drinking will help get your mind off some things." I pulled back to look at him.

I wiped his tears and gave him a small kiss.

I wrapped my arm around his waist, and we walked back inside, Hyunjin was being a little clingy now and that was alright.

He can stick to me like glue if he wants to.

Despite pretending to be together it doesn't feel fake, not really.

Jisung is mine and we are good, Hyunjin is my family now and I will be there for him whenever and Jisung knows that too.

You can love two people at the same time, and I know I definitely don't fucking deserve Hyunjin.

When we got back inside the place was a mess, loud music, everyone was being chaotic and loud as well.

There was drinks already out and snacks on the table, this is going to be interesting, and I can only assume Felix and Jisung have something planned.

"Well, this already looks like a disaster." I chuckled.

"Felix asked me if I was ready for some fun." Hyunjin chuckled himself.

"There you guys are! Come on let's get this party started!" Felix shouted.

I tightened my arm around Hyunjin, and we went to go sit over on the couch, the table in the middle was filled with snacks and food along with the alcohol.

Minho was sitting on the floor on the other side of the table facing us where Felix was sitting on the right of him with Changbin attached to him and Jisung was sitting on Minho's left.

I know Jisung was trying very hard not to look over my way, but he just gave me a nod.

"Alright everyone! Grab a drink and let's get started." Jisung grinned.

Two rounds into fucking truth or dare and 7 minutes in heaven or whatever the fuck it's called, everyone is getting buzzed but seemed to be having fun.

I guess we're being kids tonight.

All the truths and dares have been relatively boring and safe, nothing too fun or crazy yet but just wait until we get more alcohol in our systems.

"Really guys come on." I rolled my eyes.

"Not fun enough for you Channie." Jisung grinned.

"This is child's play, let's get real crazy." Minho spoke up finishing off his drink.

At least knows how to drink.

Hyunjin had finally relaxed a bit and I was glad for that; he was drinking a bit but nothing to the point of getting drunk.

I could also tell Minho was stealing several glances our way, I'm hoping Felix or Jisung will get to something here soon that will get something going between Hyunjin and Minho.

"Fine, Minho truth or dare." Felix asked.

"Truth." Minho replied.

"Boring but okay. Is it true you don't find Hyunjin attractive?" Felix asked. "The truth?" Minho took a shot of soju. "At first in the hospital no I didn't, I didn't see him as my type hence why I told him we could just be friends. The one day I found him in the dance room at your guy's studio however was a different story." Minho explained.

"Not really an answer Min." Felix replied.

I could feel Hyunjin shift uneasily beside me, and I could tell he just wanted to get this over with. I can't imagine what it felt like to be told 'let's just be friends' by your amnesiac boyfriend.

"I saw him dancing, and I envied him because I'm obviously not going to be able to for a long time or if ever. I also could tell he was struggling and was in pain, but he still had flawless moves and the way his body moved with the music. That's when I saw the attraction, but I still don't remember shit." Minho finished.

"Just admit it, Hyunjin is hot as fuck."Jisung smirked.

I watched as Minho rolled his eyes and hid his own smile.

"Fine, I guess I'll take your answer. But your real option should have been dare." Felix narrowed his eyes at Minho.

"Hey if Minho takes the dare just follow suit." I whispered in Hyunjin's ear.

Hyunjin looked over at me raised his brow.

I then pulled him into me and kissed him.

"Just go with it okay." I whispered.

"Fine Channie." Hyunjin whispered back.

Hyunjin rested his head on my shoulder and swung his leg over mine, I could feel Minho's eyes on us and Jisung's as well.

I already know my own boyfriend is a little jealous, but Minho I can't figure out yet, sometimes I feel as if he's watching me, seeing if I'm doing my job as a boyfriend to Hyunjin.

"l alright Minho you're taking a dare and no saying no." Felix grinned mischievously.

"Just tell me already jeeze." Minho scoffed.

"I dare you to...kiss Hyunjin and not just a peck, I mean full on tongue down the throat kiss." Felix smirked.

"Seriously? In front of his fucking boyfriend." Minho looked over at me.

"Chan doesn't mind." Jisung looked at me. "Right?"

I let go of Hyunjin and he sat up straight taking his leg off of mine, he was definitely uneasy now, but this was the whole point.

If a kiss doesn't bring something back then I have no fucking idea what will, we need a win right now.

I watched as Minho stood up and walked around the table pushing it aside a bit to stand in front of Hyunjin.

"You know I'm not scared right, it's just a kiss." Minho spoke looking at Hyunjin.

"I'm not afraid." Hyunjin sneered.