I hate to admit

We are family

"Ugh Minho get off of me, you're smothering me." I groaned.

"I'm not on you Hyunjin." Minho mumbled.

I could see the light coming through the window, it wasn't cloudy anymore and it was a new day. I turned over and saw that Felix was cuddled right up by my side. "Ah Felix..." I spoke softly.

"Mhmm, I- you weren't in your room." Felix replied rubbing his eyes.

As cute as it was, he better never come in when the both of us are actually naked and doing stuff... I'll let it slide just this time though.

I wrapped my arms around Felix and smothered him with kisses, "Hyunjin!" Felix squealed. "Hey, you asked for it." I laughed.

"What the fuck is going on! It's too early for this." Minho spoke. "Calm down Min, Felix decided to join us." I chuckled. "Felix...boy get out." Minho said.

"No, I want cuddles." Felix pouted. "And you will later. Let me and Hyunjin have this time together." "Did you two finally...you know?" "Get out!"

"Felix go on, I'll come down in a bit okay." I ruffled his hair. "Mhmm fine."

When Felix left Minho rolled on top of me and kissed me. I pulled him closer to me and tangled my fingers in his hair. "Don't be too hard on him Min." I whispered. "I'm not Hyunjin but he needs to learn boundaries." Minho pulled away slightly.

It's true but at the same time Felix only has the two of us and no one else, I generally don't mind it but if Minho and I are going to become something and if we are going to sleep in the same bed together then Felix can't be sneaking in.

"Maybe we should lock the door when it's just me and you." Minho suggested. "It's an idea Min, but you know how Felix gets...sometimes he gets scared and anxious." I caressed Minho's cheek.

Maybe we can tell Felix to give us space whenever we want to be alone...but if Felix ever needs us, we have to be there for him.

"We will figure something out. For now, you better get downstairs make breakfast and I'll join in a minute. I have to go over everything for our meeting with the group we will be helping." Minho kissed me before jumping out of bed.

"Alright Lix, here is breakfast and me your cuddle buddy!" I plopped down next to Felix on the couch pulling him into my side. "Yay! Food and cuddles." Felix giggled.

Sometimes he is just a little kid at heart but other times he's so damn mature it's scary. I hope one day Felix can find someone who will love him endlessly.

"What are we watching." "Hmmm, anime!"

Always a good choice and it's his favorite.

An hour or so into the show and Minho came down, he was dressed as if he was going somewhere. "Going somewhere?" I asked.

"Uh yeah, going to go pick up those tickets I promised, and I have to meet with the group's manager." Minho smiled. "Tickets?" Felix asked. "Yes, your tickets little one." "But I didn't...I broke the deal." "It's okay Lix, I know you tried. So don't feel bad okay, besides this is for all of us too."

"He's right Felix, you did good no matter what. And we can enjoy this together." I smiled.

Felix looked up at me his eyes were filled to the brim with tears, but he was smiling. "You guys are my family you know that." Felix sniffled. "And you are our family Lix." Minho came over and hugged him. "But I gotta get going okay."

After Minho left Felix said he wanted to go to the studio and practice, so I called a cab and on our way we went.

It was only a short time now until we go see 3racha and right after we start our new contract with our mystery group that Minho doesn't want to tell us.

He really is keeping us in suspense, and it scares me kind of.

Felix was really hyped about everything, and he could not stop dancing. He was just practicing his moves, his part of the dance he was even singing. We both were doing our parts and enjoying ourselves, we didn't give a damn about anything else in that moment.

I can't remember the last time I felt this happy, I had Minho and Felix who were my friends and my family, I had a good job and living my dream. I wasn't living in the shadows; I wasn't living in his shadow anymore.

Felix was like the little brother I never had, my close friend, and Minho who never strayed from me. He was always by my side and never gave up on me.

"Look at my two boys. I went home and no one was there." I heard Minho from behind. "Well Felix was too eager to come and practice, he wants to be perfect." I turned around. "Well, I'd say you've perfected it." 

"Hmm not quite yet. But I'm going to keep on practicing, why don't you go take your boy toy here and do whatever." Felix kept his eyes on the mirror before him not even missing a step.

I just shook my head and Minho grabbed me by the hand leading me out of the room, down the hall to his office.

Just walking inside the door Minho pinned me against the wall shutting the door behind him, his lips crashed against mine. He kissed me like he might lose me, like if he doesn't take the chance now there might never be another one.

"Min, what's wrong." I whispered into the kiss. "Nothing, I just missed you is all." Minho replied pulling back a bit to look at me. "Nothing? Come on Minho something is up." "Nothing okay. You will know soon enough but promise me you won't turn away from me." "Okay now you're scaring me."

Minho kissed me again this time softer, something feels off, but I shouldn't think too much on it.

Our make out session lasted quite a while until we both decided we needed to breath and cool off. Minho went to sit behind his desk and pulled me down, sitting on his lap he turned his computer on, and we decided to go through everything for our meet up with the group.

We were set to help them with choreography and have a small role in their upcoming new video and single for their new album.

Apparently, their manager has seen numerous videos or our stuff and has listened to our singles and many more songs we have been featured on, he told Minho that there might be more we can be included in but for now one thing at a time.

This can be the next big step in our career, Minho seems hopeful, and I trust Minho to know what's best for us.

Something though just feels...off.