I hate to admit

Air time

"I can't believe this." I sighed.

"Hyunjin don't be so dramatic okay, everything will work out. Besides Minho has had dreams...he talks in his sleep and your name has come up." Felix looked at me.

"Yeah, he's probably thinking of ways to get me out of his life for good." "You're such a drama queen. Now finish packing! You leave in the morning." "When do you guys leave?" 

I watched as Felix walked over to the door.

"In two hours." Felix smiled and then left.

Sounds like Felix and Minho will get there before us while Jisung and Changbin left last night.

Chan and I leave bright an early in the morning.

Which means Chan should be here in minute now, he said he was going to stay the night and then we just leave together in the morning.

I had already given Soobin the apartment key and he said he would come by right after work tomorrow.

I know Leebit will be in good hands.

I went to go finish packing which really wasn't much but nonetheless I made sure everything was ready to go.

An hour or so later Chan showed up, he had kept his suitcase in the car and only brought in his toiletries and a change of clothes.

"You know I will honestly laugh if your guy's plan doesn't work at all." I side eyed Chan.

We were in the living room watching tv, I was trying to get myself tired enough to fall asleep.

Seems like I'm a bundle of nerves.

"So little faith Jinnie." Chan chuckled.

"Yeah, well I'm sorry but Jisung's plan for us to pretend to be together doesn't sit well with me. He's clearly affected by it." "I know he is, but it was his idea and he said he was fine. We did talk about everything Hyunjin, so there are no secrets or lies between us." "That's good, I guess. It's getting late though; I'm going to try and get some sleep. You however stay on the couch." I pointed my finger at him menacingly.

Chan just shook his head and chuckled and as I got up, he threw a pillow down and grabbed a blanket.

"Night Chan." I waved as I walked to my bedroom. 

I can't even remember the last time I was at a fucking airport, or have I even been to one?

I don't even know if I've flown before, I know Chan never let me go on tour with him as he always made me stay home and told me I would just be a burden to him and the crew.

So maybe I have never flown.

Can't be that bad right?

We had gone through checkout and security and all that jazz; we were now boarding the plane and thank God there are no delays or anything like that.

Once on the plane and in our seats, first class might I add Chan had put away our carry ons and then sat down next to me.

"Nervous?" Chan asked looking down at my shaking hands.

"First time I think." I spoke.

"Really? I could have sworn you've come with me on a tour or so." Chan replied. "Nope. You told me to stay home." "Now why would I do that? I would have loved to have you with me." "Right. Well, I clearly remember you said I would have been a burden to not only you but the crew as well."

I spoke the last sentence with a little hatred, Chan looked at me utterly baffled but then his expression became guilty and ashamed.

It's in the past now so I don't really want to recall those memories again.

"Ah Hyunjin I had no idea, I'm sorry." Chan took my hands in his.

"Don't worry about it. Just...be here for me If I get anxious or scared." I looked at him.

Chan brought my hand up to his lips and held them there for a few seconds.

"Let's make the most of this yeah? It's a new country, new city, let's have fun and relax." Chan smiled.

I smiled back and then leaned back into the seat.

We were about to take off, so we buckled ourselves in and got ready for take-off.

Once in the air my nerves settled down a bit, but Chan also never let go of my hand.

It was a good couple of hours flight so now we can just relax and enjoy which I was definitely going to do especially after Chan showed me how or seats turned into freaking beds!

And I mean a full-on bed.

Ours were practically connected and you get a privacy screen too!

Call me a kid in a fucking candy store I don't care I'm the one who could barely afford economy, and this right here was awesome.

Yeah, you heard me, after the last few years and me being 'away' I didn't really have much money left.

Alot of it went to my stay at the institution and the rest went to my apartment and what not, fuck I don't even know what's going to happen to Danceracha if I'm being honest.

For now, though I'm not going to think about anything else.

Before we were going to settle down I had overheard Chan ask for another blanket, I didn't think it was that cold in here though.

But what the fuck do I know.

Once the extra blanket came Chan had switched spots with me and he had closed the privacy screen.

I was getting a bit tired, so I had laid down on my side as my back faced Chan.

He had cozied up next to me, I could feel Chan pressed against me and he then threw the blankets over us.

"Chan what do you need two blankets for?" I asked.

"Don't you worry your pretty little head about it. You know about turbulence, right? Especially during storm?" Chan looked over my shoulder at me.

I turned slightly so I could see his face a bit better.

"I mean yeah, I guess. What's your point?" I grumbled.

"You think you were nervous before taking off, just you wait. I heard there was a storm in our path, so I'm going to keep your nerves at bay." Chan smirked.

I turned back around and just groaned.

I don't know what the fuck he is getting at.