I hate to admit

Tension

Minho

"I gotta say you were doing pretty good up there, despite everything." Chan's voice trailed off.

"Right well I wasn't going to lie in a hospital bed for the rest of my fucking life, I went to an institution for a while and then I decided I wasn't going to get anywhere in life stuck in that place. I tried to take up dance again and that's when Minho found me." I explained.

"Don't give me that look Chan, you did that to me."

"I know I did...I regret it every god damn day too. Believe me or not Hyunjin but I'm glad you're okay." Chan replied. "You know I'll never forgive you right? I am here with Felix and Minho working a contract with you guys and that's it." "Right okay, whatever you say. I remember you know, when you begged me to never leave you."

"What a fool I was too, I'm not who I used to be Chan. And I would rather die than go back to the old me, fame really fucked you up you know that? When you watched me every day after school while I was in dance practice you were the sweetest person who was too shy to come up to me until I caught you." Hyunjin started to say.

"And what a fool I was myself, who knew you would try and tie me down." Chan spat.

"You fell for me first Chan and don't you fucking forget that."

When I got back from the bathroom, I overheard Hyunjin and Chan talking so I stood outside and listened in, I know eavesdropping should not be done but I was curious.

I guess I got to find out a little bit about their past, Chan was the first one to fall for Hyunjin it seems, and he was the one who pursued him from the beginning.

I know Chan hurt Hyunjin with the whole glass piece incident and Hyunjin was in the hospital for God knows how long and then he put himself in an institution. I guess fame really did a number on Chan and tried to blame Hyunjin for everything.

"Everything good?" I walked up to Hyunjin.

"Yeah, everything is good Min." Hyunjin smiled at me. he leaned in and kissed me, nothing too heated as everyone was around but it was a soft sweet kiss.

As Hyunjin pulled away I smiled softly at him, "I like this you, maybe we can turn that kiss into something more later?" I whispered in his ear.

I happened to look over Hyunjin's shoulder and Chan was watching us closely, I could sense the annoyance and jealousy.

"Alright let's get this show on the road, I'm getting hungry, and we all know what happens when I do." Chan spoke.

"Agreed let's get back to work, the sooner we get more practice in the sooner we can eat and get back home." I spoke up.

I feel like the longer we are all in a room together the more the tension will build up and not in a good way either. Things are going to get interesting real fast.

We all took our places and Jiusng started the music up and we started dancing.

Looking in the mirror at everyone Felix was doing great, and I could see him and Jisung exchanging smiles and glances at each other, Changbin was struggling a bit, but he was keeping up. Chan looked more determined than ever to prove he had something, Hyunjin on the other hand looked stressed and distracted now.

Another hour or so in and everyone was slowing down, aside from the small break we took earlier we have been at this for about 6 hours now.

"I'm calling it." Hyunjin panted.

"Yeah, I agree." I spoke.

As if on cue some assistant or whatever brought us the food Chanbgin had ordered, Jisung went over and grabbed it and then brought it over and placed it on the floor. Changbin went and grabbed drinks from the mini fridge in the corner of the room and then we all sat down on the floor.

"Thank fucking God." Chan growled.

Chan was the first to dig in and then everyone else followed suite.

"So, I wanted to ask if it was okay if I take Felix out?" Jisung spoke up.

"You don't need to ask permission Jisung, you both are adults ya know." I chuckled. Felix was sitting next to Jisung all shy and it was cute. Looks like Jisung wanted to take Felix out on a date.

And who am I to say no to that.

"Yeah, no I'm with Minho on this, Felix can make his own decisions." Hyunjin replied.

"I know you guys are family, so I just wanted to be polite, I know you're protective of him." Jisung looked up at me.

"Well thank you for asking, it's greatly appreciated and if Felix wants to, he can." Minho smiled at Felix.

"I'm not going to say no to a date with you." Felix looked over at Jisung.

Across the way I heard Chan let out a heavy groan and then he abruptly stood up looking very much annoyed.

"Well, I lost my appetite, I'm going to get going. Just let me know what the schedule is tomorrow." Chan grabbed his stuff and walked out.

Not long after we finished eating and the cleaned up, Jisung said he was going to pick Felix up at our place, so Felix went back with us. I heard Changbin say he was going to stay back and work on some things and then later he would get back to me on tomorrow.

As soon as we got home Felix went straight up stairs to shower and get ready no doubt, Hyunjin wandered off to the kitchen and as I closed the door behind me, I saw Hyunjin slam his hands down on the counter and cry out in frustration.

"Hyunjin, hey what's wrong? You know I said we could end this all right now." I placed my hand on his lower back to try and comfort him. 

"I know Min, but I'm not going to be the one who drags us down. We've worked too hard to get where we are, I can handle Chan. He just really likes to get under my skin is all and not just is his ex with someone else but also his now crush or whatever is seeing someone. He obviously can still feel and is nothing but jealous." Hyunjin stood up and turned towards me.

I placed a kiss on Hyunjin's forehead and wrapped him up in my arms, I am beyond proud of him, but I know this will eventually take a toll on him.

"You know I love you right?" I whispered.

"Of course, I do, and I know you will be right there beside me all the time. Looks like all your hard work paid off, telling me how in love you are with me every day." Hyunjin chuckled.

"But I won, didn't I?" I smirked.