I hate to admit

Don't know what I was expecting

"Chan, ugh why are you still here?" I rolled over to face a sleepy Chan.

"Still eager to push me out huh?" Chan chuckled sleepily.

"We did what we did last night and that's it, there's no reason for you to stay any longer. I have to go to the hospital today anyways." "Hyunjin, you know last night was...amazing right? There's always going to be something there between us, and I know we can't go back to last night. I will help you though okay, you and Minho."

Chan's right, I know there will always be something there and as much as last night was great it most certainly cannot happen again.

I'm hoping we can get past everything; I'm also hoping we can somewhat go back to our old ways. Right now, I honestly miss the fighting days, yelling at each other, I don't want to really hate him per say but it'd be nice to not be all lovey dovey and shit.

It's kind of wrong not gonna lie.

I chuckled to myself.

"What's so funny Hwang?" Chan asked eyeing me.

"Nothing, just remembering our hateful days. I'm not one for all the love with you." I glanced over at him.

"I guess it does seem a bit off but nonetheless we're still attracted to each other." Chan pulled me on top of him.

I yelped and swatted at him.

"What the fuck are you doing!" I shouted.

"Just making the most of this little time we have left is all." Chan pulled me into a kiss.

For fuck's sake.

Chan's hands came down to my ass and grabbed it hard practically pulling me up closer to him, I could feel our dicks rubbing against each other.

"Chan." I growled.

"Just want to have some fun, don't worry I won't fuck you again." Chan nibbled at my earlobe.

I rolled my eyes at him and just gave in.

We made out for a bit, his hands roamed all over my body.

It was good while it lasted, I eventually got up and went to the bathroom.

I took a shower, got dressed and finished getting ready. I was actually kind of nervous not gonna lie. When I came out of the bathroom Chan was still laying naked on my bed, he eyed me up and down as if I was still naked myself.

"Chan can you please get up and get dressed. You're taking me to the hospital." I threw his clothes at him.

When we arrived at the hospital Felix had called me shortly before and told me to take it easy and be careful. He mentioned Minho had a dream and had something to do with me, I told him I would do my best.

When Chan parked the car we sat there for a few minutes in silence, the only sound was coming from the rain hitting the windows.

"Hey, it'll be okay, I'll be right outside the room okay. He may not know who you are but the moment he looks at you he won't help but fall for you." Chan placed his hand on my thigh.

"I'm scared Chan." I whispered.

"I know, just take it one step at a time." Chan smiled at me reassuringly.

I simply nodded and opened the door.

When we got inside walking through the halls, passing by patients and nurses, a few doctors I was feeling more anxious by the minute.

We got on the elevator.

We got to the floor.

We walked down the hallway.