Duality (DxD) (Part 1)

Ch 163 - Rias' Wake Up Call

Rias eyes slowly flickered awake as she felt a slight gentle feeling on her breasts. Jin was peacefully asleep, but in the movements of a peaceful night, his face was close to her small, perky pink nipple. A dumb smile on his face as he slept with Rias in his arms, he too in Rias arms. If there was one activity he liked just as much as eating and training, it was sleeping. Especially sleeping while holding someone. As Rias looked at Jin she could only smile, maybe losing him she would treasure these memories for the rest of her life. Forever remembering Jin as her only love and first love.

Rias: {It's another reason I can't help but love you. Despite being so strong, so reliable, so dependable. Despite caring for others and being one of the most handsome men I've ever laid my eyes upon. Somehow, you have managed to maintain this adorable innocence.}

Rias looked at Jin's mouth. Gently moving over her breast into Jin's mouth. She kept in her moans. Even as Jin's body reacted instinctively. Holding Rias closer, gently, slowly suckling. In Rias' eyes, it was adorable and cute. But right now, she couldn't help but be in more pain.

Rias: {I'm... I'm sorry for taking advantage of you. I'm sorry for not telling you. For jeopardising our entire relationship. But I can't... I can't take the chance I lose you now. Even if it's only for a while longer, I want to enjoy the time I have with you. Maybe telling you now, you won't judge me. But I can't take that chance. So I'm sorry.} I... I love you too much to tell you.

Rias said as she held Jin close. She wasn't going to tell him. Maybe the secret would be kept hidden in some way. Maybe her problems would magically go away. But she couldn't lose Jin now. Losing him later, him finding out, would hurt infinitely less than losing him now and all the fun times they could have had if she hid it from him.

So again, she wasn't going to tell Jin. Instead hoping the secret faded and enjoying the time she had left with him. Holding him close to her breast. But her thoughts plagued her as she had this moment with Jin. Tears falling from her eyes.

Rias: {I wonder if we had kids, what gender would our firstborn be? You... I feel like I would have a girl with you.}

Rias said as she always wanted her firstborn to be a girl. An adorable little girl she could care for. Have fun dressing her and teaching her all the things a girl should know. A baby girl with crimson hair and crimson eyes. Rias also knew, somehow, Jin was going to be amazing caring for children and their daughter would likely be a daddy's girl.

But all of that faded away, keeping the secret.

Rias: {Our wedding. You would probably want me to be happy, so you'd let me decide. But I'd think you'd be ecstatic to know, that my dream wedding would be a traditional Japanese-style wedding in Kyoto. With you, that city looked truly beautiful.}

Rias thought as she could see herself in a bridal kimono. She could see herself with her hair tied back and looking her best. She could see Jin waiting there for her, all her friends around. Her family and Jins were there. The wedding was held in Kyoto, but the after-party moved to Urakyoto.

But the same as before, that dream too faded away. As if a sand castle, crumbling away as the water hit it.

Rias: You... You were a great dream Jin. Maybe not perfect as I had to share you. But you're the best dream I've ever had.

Jins eyes slowly flickered open as Rias quickly took her breast back. Instead, letting go of Jin and holding his face, embracing him in a kiss that took his breath away. Even Mittelt would wait to kiss Jin after he fully woke up. But not Rias, she would go as far as to say she was selfish. She wouldn't let anyone else say it, but she knew she was.

She at least wanted to leave a mark on Jin. Giving him a love he would remember forever. She couldn't say she was nice. If she were to lose Jin, he would suffer too. But she wanted to enjoy Jin while she had him, no matter how painful it would be for the both of them. She didn't want Jin to ever forget her as she knew, she would never forget him. Her first love.