Duality (DxD) (Part 1)

Ch 178 - Forever (2) (Lemon)

Aika was different from others. In short, she was a massive pervert. Completely perverse with fantasies numbering the hundreds. She admired not only the female body, small boobs, big boobs, thick thighs to bubbly asses. She admired the male body, specifically Jins.

For anyone else, Aika was simply a pervert because of her sexual desires. She wasn't ashamed of it even though it may have been seen as excessive, abnormal, or inappropriate. Yet for a completely different reason, she was a pervert for Jin. Lust didn't drive her to French kiss Jin or grind on his trapped member.

Aika was a pervert for Jin simply because she loved him so much. The ideas of her love weren't twisted or warped. It wasn't distorted in any way. Connected with him like this, both of them felt every ounce of their emotional connection. Even more so doing what they were doing. Aikas love for Jin wasn't corrupted by sexual desire, her love remained pure, and for that reason, she wanted to do such acts with Jin. What were seen as "perverse" acts.

Lust was focused on physical attraction and gratification, but love could be used the same. That's what she wanted to tell Jin and teach him. Not to have lust drive him, but love. She wanted to show Jin what to feel while feeling relief. Lust was strong, yet it was temporary. It couldn't last forever. But love could. She wanted to show Jin how to use his love to drive him. It was what drove her.

Every time Aika touched herself, masturbating in bed at home with a toy or without, she thought of Jin and how much she loved him. Every fantasy she had was to deepen their love and emotional connection, deepened through the method of immense physical connection.

You would have thought doing something like this would blur the lines of pleasure, lust and love together, yet these feelings only became more distinct to her. Aika felt so much better driven by love. She could stay in her room only thinking of her love for Jin. Love became a pleasure to her and lust was never felt for Jin as she loved everything about him. Physical aspects weren't lusted over but loved and appreciated. Loved and admired.

Aika only ever did perverted things out of lust with others, because the love she felt for Jin felt so much better than lust.

She wanted to share that feeling with Jin. Have him acknowledge the love he had and she wanted to teach him how to use it for physical pleasure. How to derive an immense physical sensation from an emotional feeling. But she was mistaken about one thing when it came to Jin. She thought lust drove him as she heard of his week with Mittelt. What Mittelt described was a mix of love and lust. Something close, but not truly what she wanted to teach Jin.

However, that was only because that was his first time. Not only was his first time with Mittelt his first time having sex, but it was also his first time of any sexual intimacy going further than a kiss and viewing third base. Mittelt was his first time fully exploring third and fourth base. Completely experiencing it. Of course, it involved a little lust.

However, after that, Jin moved to the same premises as Aika. He knew what he did was wrong and what he felt, the compelling lust was wrong. The love he felt while doing it now not only felt much better but besides Aika and Jin seemingly making out uncontrollably, was much more controlled. Just like Aika, Jin could move and derive physical pleasure purely from love alone. With no impure thoughts despite the impure things, they seemed to be doing.

They were doing very perverse things but with only love on their mind.

Aika: Jin I love you so much! I've always loved you! Even when we were young I've loved you!

Aika said as she was getting her breath back in that proclamation. She didn't consciously say it. That was what came out of the overwhelming love she had. Her love spilt out of her as it was only strengthened by feeling Jins, immense love. Going back to the kiss with Jin as blue symbols began to appear around them.