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Chapter 76

After hanging out for a few more minutes Emily and I hug one last time and then we part ways. Emily oddly enough is going to my house to have dinner with my family while I'm heading back to Harry's.

I feel as if a huge weight has lifted off my shoulders but at the same time I feel like I have never had more things on my mind then I do right now.

When I walk up to Harry's house the door is surprisingly unlocked. Maybe he's home already. I check the time and it's almost 9 o'clock. Wow I really didn't realize how late it was getting.
"Harry" I call out his name as I open the door, but there's no answer
"Hello?" I ask and walk into the kitchen where I see him standing in front of the oven.
Harry turns around and smiles
"Hey you"
I smile back
"What's going on?" I ask still smiling
"I'm making dinner" he says as he stirs sauce
"It smells good" I say and sit down at the kitchen table. As I stare at the table all I can think of is me sprawled across it with Harry's head in between my legs.
"Its Fettuccine" says Harry breaking my little sexual flashback
I snap out of it and turn around to look at him
"Yum, I love Fettuccine. I love all Italian food, and all other food really"
Harry lightly laughs but doesn't take his eyes off the stove. I smile. We're right next to each other but I feel like we are farther apart than ever. Maybe this is how we've always been and I've been imagining these feelings the whole time... his feelings.

Harrys POV
Somethings wrong with Alison I can see it in her eyes. Is it me, did I do something wrong? And why do I have this terrible feeling that something is going to go wrong.
I put the pasta in two bowls and set one in front of Alison. She says thank you and I sit across from her. I look at her and it looks like she has been crying. It's awkwardly silent for a while until I decide to break it.
"Why is your face all red and puffy?" I ask and look at her

"What do you mean?" she asks as she twirls her pasta

"It looks like you've been crying" I say and watch her carefully

"Oh, um no I'm okay" she says and shoves a forkful of pasta in her mouth probably trying to avoid this conversation

"Alison you've been crying, I'm not stupid" I say and cross my arms
"What's wrong?" I ask as I stare at her, silently demanding an answer

Alison finishes chewing, looks down and bites her bottom lip

"What happened with Emily, Alison?" I ask

Again Alison doesn't say anything she just continues to look down.
I stand up quickly and my chair screeches.

"What happened with you and Emily?" I ask this time shouting a little

"Nothing" Alison cries while shaking her head still not looking at me.

"You told her didn't you?" I ask walking towards her and she shakes her head slowly
"Didn't you?" I yell and slam my hand on the table.

Alison looks up at me with pain and tears in her eyes. She didn't have to say anything, I knew by the look on her face.
I put my arms behind my head and walk over to the kitchen island standing there not saying a word. I really don't know what to say. So many thoughts are rushing through my head right now. A wave of anger rushes through me and next thing I know I have my hand through the wall. I pull my hand out and then rip the home phone out of the wall.
"God damnit!" I scream and throw the phone on the floor
Alison stands up slowly a bit scared with a tear stained face. Id be scared too.
Im standing here breathing heavily with rage while staring at the wall.

"Harry I-I" she stutters

I snap around and look at her
"Don't you dare say you're sorry!"

Alison cries harder

"I trusted you" I say disgusted and shake my head.

"Harry please let me-" she cries while taking a step towards me

"Get away from me" I say and step back.
I push my hair back and take a deep breath while Alison sobs in front of me.
"I'm gonna go get some air" I say as I walk to the front door. I put my hand on the doorknob and hesitate to open it. My hesitation only lasts a few seconds before I walk out and slam the door shut leaving Alison alone and crying inside

{A/N I don't know if any of you guys care lol but you guys have made me so happy. You made me really feel like I can do something like i can write and that's the best feeling in the world! If you are reading this far thank you and I just want to say thanks to the people who read it from the start when it didn't have much reads. Thanks for giving it a try and inspiring me to continue. I love you guys xx - Aly}