Formula One Shots

Kimi Raikkonen [64]

WARNING: break up I guess?

For laylamiddelkoopp

64. "I loved you and then you were gone...and I knew I lost you."

Word count: 583

"How could you, Kimi? How could you?" you shouted at him, vision blurring with tears. Kimi tried to shush you and pull you into his chest but you aggressively pushed him away from you. "Do you even realise how much you betrayed me? You made me feel like I am nothing more than a piece of shit!"

"Kulta, please-"

"Don't 'kulta' me right now. How dare you! First you cheat on me with some sort of model and now you try to act like it isn't some sort of big deal? Maybe it isn't for you, but it is for me," you said, crossing your arms over your chest.

"Please, babe, I am so sorry for what I have done," Kimi pleaded you.

"You are sorry, really? Well, maybe you should have thought about that before you put your little friend inside of her. Now, if you would excuse me, I have a bag to pack, asshole," you muttered the last part, feeling proud of yourself for not showing him too much emotions. He didn't deserve to see you like this. He didn't deserve you.

He had confessed to you that he had cheated on you a month ago now and you still weren't feeling any better. He had really hurt your feelings. He had broken your heart, it had shattered into thousands of little pieces. And yet, it seemed to you like he had no idea what he had done. He hadn't texted you or even tried to call you. Nothing. Like you never meant anything to him anyway.

You were rudely interrupted out off your thoughts by some knocking on your door. You rolled your eyes and walked towards the door, wondering who would possibly want to speak to you. To your utmost shock it was Kimi. You tried to close the door but he stopped you by putting his hand in the way, cursing under his breath as it hurt a little more than he would like to admit.

You crossed your arms over your chest, sending him a glare as he walked into your apartment without saying a word.

"What do you think you are doing?"

"Checking up on my girlfriend maybe?" He said as if it was obvious.

You raised an eyebrow and frowned, scoffing at his reply, "girlfriend? Do you honestly believe that I would still want to be your girlfriend after everything you've done?"

"Kulta, please let me explain."

"No, Kimi. I have heard enough. There is no place in my life for someone who can't even stay loyal to me," you said, trying to sound as confident as you could. Truth is, you were definitely not over him yet, but he had embarrassed you so much that you could barely even look at him anymore.

"Kulta- I-I loved you and then you were gone... and I knew that I lost you after that confession. Please... just give me one more chance to prove you that I will only ever love you."

You visibly hesitated at this. He looked like he really meant everything he said, but would you ever be able to trust him again?

"You could have thought of that before Kimi. I'm sorry, but I can't do this anymore," you said, trying to hold back the tears that threatened to fall.

"Please, babe... one more chance, I promise that it'll be worth it."

You sighed and shut your eyes, trying to get rid of the pain you felt, "I'm sorry, but I can't."