Again, I apologise if this isn't up to the standards you expect from me.
I'm doing this on my other computer, which is smaller and harder to type on, so I'm sorry about any typos, and feel free to ask for anything, because I have nothing and I'm just making stuff up as I go.
I'm so dizzy, this isn't good, why do I feel like this?
Thomas was pacing, he was anxious, due to Anxiety working over time.
"Thomas, you have nothing to worry about." Roman spoke, trying to calm down his host.
"But what if he doesn't like him, what if Thomas pours his heart out, and is rejected, what if they don't even want to be friends any more?" Virgil spoke up from his place on the stairs.
"That's not the case kiddo, they have been friends for years, I'm sure they'd not give up on Thomas now."
Logan stood in silence, knowing anything he had to say would be emotionally charged, which was something he hated, he hated feeling this way, but he knew Thomas had feelings for his friend, and he wasn't going to mess anything up right then.
Thomas tried to sit down, but almost as soon as he did, he stood back up again, pacing again.
"Thomas, please, just stop, you're making me more anxious." Virgil spoke, his voice deepening and echoing slightly.
"Virgil, I can't I'm anxious, because you're making me anxious."
"But, then you pacing, because I'm making you anxious, makes me more anxious, which makes you pace more, which makes me more anxious."
Thomas sighed, noticing the time, he left his house, leaving his sides to converse among themselves.
An hour or so later, Thomas walked back in, Virgil and Patton felt it first.
"Thomas..." Patton spoke.
"Don't, please just don't." Thomas spoke before anyone else could.
Roman realised what had happened next, he knew without the words being spoken, Patton was looking down, a sad expression on his face, Virgil fidgeted with his hoodie, and Thomas was sad and anxious.
Logan realised last, no one spoke, nor did they try to, they knew anything said wouldn't be worth it.
Thomas sat on the sofa, and asked to be left alone.
So, all the sides sunk down, leaving him alone in his living room.
Days passed, and Thomas hadn't left the house, nor had he really eaten anything.
He'd let all his calls go to voicemail, he hadn't updated any social media, nor had he returned any texts.
Logan was the one to talk to Thomas.
"Thomas" He spoke as he appeared in the living room, stood in front of the host, who was sat on the sofa, taring at nothing.
Logan sat next to him, speaking again, this time gaining the attention of Thomas.
"Huh?"
"You have been stuck in this house for almost a week, you need to get out, and buy food, you need to shower, eat and return some of those texts and calls, because your friends are worried. As am I and the rest of the sides."
"Logan, it hurts."
"I get that, I really do, but I cannot be a nice guy all the time, you and I both know you need to shake it off and leave the house."
"I tried to forget about my feelings by focusing on him, but it just didn't work."
"Feelings towards whom?" (Is that the correct usage?)
"You. I thought I was wrong, I knew I was wrong, I didn't want to like you, I wanted to like a real person, but I couldn't, I was anxious because I thought he may have said yes, and I didn't want him to, I wanted you." He paused. "I still do." He whispered.
The two males sat in silence.
Thomas was the first to speak "Do you...?"
"I reciprocate your feelings, I said nothing that day, because I was unable to say anything encouraging, I knew had I said anything, it would have been emotionally charged, and I do not do icky human emotions, yet it seems like I have to, because they are not going any time soon."
Thomas smiled at his logical aspect, happy his feelings were returned, and he pulled Logan closer, wrapping his arm around said aspects waist.
"Are you sure this isn't wrong? It's not weird?"
"It will always be weird, to anyone that does not understand it, and even to those who do, but does it matter what anyone else thinks?"
"No, I guess it doesn't."
Logan sent his host a small smile.
Thomas pressed his lips to Logan's, the two sat on the sofa together, kissing, until Virgil and Patton appeared, startling the two males on the sofa.
Quickly followed by Roman and Deceit, who were holding hands.
"So I guess we have some explaining to do?" Thomas spoke.
"No need Kiddo, It's adorable."
Roman shrugged, and Deceit pressed a kiss to his boyfriend's temple, causing the fatherly trait to "aw."
The three pairs sat on Thomas' sofa, and watched a Disney movie, all falling asleep half way through.
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