Sanders Sides OneShots

Down (Analogical?)

I know I said my next upload would most likely be Prinxiety, but there is an author MusicalSkye that also does a Sanders Sides One Shot book, and I think a) you should check her out, and b) that I should do my take on the prompt/request I gave her.

Listen to the bridge, it applies towards the end.

T.W. Suicide attempt/success? Sadness, depression, death, and all that sad, triggery stuff. - No I'm not trying to make this stuff out to be nothing, I'm just unsure about what to put here.

He looked down, the walls of the cliff disappearing into black a certain way down.

It was getting dark out, he should really get this done if he was going to at all. He'd been gone all day, they'd be looking for him soon.

Maybe.

That's if they even cared to.

He took a small step forward, his toes hanging off the edge.

They must have found his note, Patton always chacked on him in a morning, and considering he'd been gone since before anyone was awake, the note should have been found.

He hinted at where he would be, but only one side would have figured it out, because the one side only knew about this area, due to their first date.

He kept his gaze down, not daring to look up, out of fear that he would change his mind

He moved ever closer to the edge, hoping that if he kept shuffling forward, he'd eventually be able to just fall, instead of walking off.

~ Meanwhile ~

His boyfriend was going crazy back in the mindpalace, he couldn't think where he could have gone, he knew the place that the note referenced vaguely, but he couldn't remember where exactly he was supposed to go.

It was their first date, he should remember it. The tree, the grass, the view, the cliff....

The Cliff! That's where he is!

He took off running, hoping he wouldn't be too late. What if he was?

Negative thoughts swirled around his head, not letting him think clearly.

Was he nearly there? Was he too late? Would he really do it? Why didn't he see the problems, the warning sings? Was he a bad boyfriend?

He reached the field leading up to the cliff. Not far now.

He stood at the edge of the cliff, close to stepping off, he knew he wouldn't be stopped, they mustn't care.

That felling hurt, he thought his boyfriend would have shown up by now.

He wanted to end it all, but he wanted to be stopped. He wanted to be shown that he was cared for, and that he meant something.

He wouldn't wait for them anymore, he took the final step, and plunged into the darkness.

His boyfriend reached the cliff, just to watch his boyfriend take his last step.

"Logan! No!"

Virgil ran to the edge, and tried to see any hope that he hadn't fallen that far, but he knew he was a split second too late.

Logan watched as all light faded, and he hit the ground, and all went black.

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Again, Suicide is never the answer, please talk to someone, and get help.

For my US Friends: Call 1-800-273-8255

I'm not sure what any of the other hotlines are, but if you do know, please comment them, or give them to someone that needs it.

So I do have an alternate ending for both this oneshot and my previous one, "Drowning."

If you want me to upload both of those, let me know and I will.

I'm sorry all of these are so sad and stuff lately, I have one more sad one to upload (Prinxiety) and then I will upload some fluff, probably the request I recently got.

Hope you enjoyed.

Take care

xx