Sanders Sides OneShots

Fight Song Au (Royality)

PLEASE DON'T HATE ME. IM SORRY.
T.W. IMMENSE SADNESS. AND MORE BUT IF I SAY IT'LL GIVE IT AWAY.

They were happy.

He didn't know what went wrong.

But it left him broken.

He was sat in the park, watching the kids play with their toy boats on the pond, he smiled to himself. As he looked around the park, his eyes landed on another male that was helping one of the kids with their boat, he was not too tall, but not too short, his hair was swept to the side, in a neat, yet messy fashion, and his shirt was a sky blue, he had a grey cardigan wrapped around his shoulders, and he had black rimmed glasses. His hair was a nice chocolatey brown, he was wearing khaki pants and black converse.

When he looked up, and their eyes met, his heart skipped a beat.

The other male made his way over to him, and the two began talking immediately. They swapped numbers and continued to talk late into the night.

"Like a small boat
On the ocean
Sending big waves
Into motion."

Such a small thing sent them both spiraling down into the path of love, and happiness. They would be so happy with each other, just spending time together.

"Puppies"

"You mean it? More than one?"

"If you want, anything for my cookie."

He smiled and gave the other a small kiss.

They pulled apart and went to get them a pair of puppies. Ones which he picked out.

"Like how a single word
Can make a heart open."

Whenever he looked at him, his heart would beat too fast to be healthy, he was head over heels in love with him, and they felt the same.

So why did it all change?

"I might only have one match,
But I can make an explosion."

He loved him, yet the words never left him, they were stuck and for some reason he was too scared to say it.

They would say it to him all the time, yet, he never had the guts to say it back.

"All those things I didn't say
Wrecking balls inside my brain
I will scream them loud tonight
Can you hear my voice this time."

He felt his heart break as he went back to all the times he remembered them being together and how happy they were.

"This is my fight song
Take back my life song
Prove I'm alright song
My powers turned on
Starting right now I'll be strong
I'll play my fight song
And I don't really care of nobody else believes
'Cause I've still got a lot of fight left in me"

They shared friends and he doesn't have those people around anymore.

He hasn't had a decent nights sleep in weeks, months, possible years. And he hates it.

"Losing friends and I'm chasing sleep
Everybody's worried about me.
I'm in too deep
Say I'm in too deep"

He left home, didn't belong anywhere anymore. He wished he had them in his arms still, his dogs, his love, he wants his old life back, it was happy, and he knew he was loved.

"And it's been two years, I miss my home
But there's a fire burning in my bones
Still believe
Yeah I still believe."

Why didn't he say it, this could've been avoided if he'd have just said those three words

"And all those things I didn't say
Wrecking balls inside my brain
I will scream them loud tonight
Can you hear my voice this time?"

He will push through.

"This is my fight song
Take back my life song
Prove I'm alright song
My powers turned on
Starting right now I'll be strong
I'll play my fight song
And I don't really care of nobody else believes
'Cause I've still got a lot of fight left in me"

He WILL.

"A lot of fight left in me."

His mind drifts back to when they first met, replying it over and over, until it becomes a contorted version of the truth.

"Like a small boat
On the ocean
Sending big waves into motion
Like how a single word
Can make a heart open
I might only have one match
But I can make an explosion"

He will get through it, he won't let his past drag him down, he should be happy and he will.

"This is my fight song
Take back my life song
Prove I'm alright song
My powers turned on
Starting right now I'll be strong
I'll play my fight song
And I don't really care of nobody else believes
'Cause I've still got a lot of fight left in me.

Know I've still got a lot of fight left in me."

His ex-lover died, and it's his fault, they got into the argument that night, but he is allowed to love again, and he won't let his mind be plagued with those memories. He's allowed to be happy.

And one day, maybe he will be.

818 words
IM SORRY
Hope you enjoyed
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