Sanders Sides OneShots

I Loved You (Prinxiety?)

Inspired by the video above.
Similar to begin with I suppose. No I didn't copy it intentionally.
Also, I'm sorry, it links to the A/N I made earlier.
Also, this is technically Virgil as a dog.
T.W. Sadness, Death of an animal.

I first saw you a few months after I was born.

My mother lay beside me and nuzzled at me as you met my gaze.

You picked me up and examined me, I went home with you that day.

You loved me.

You took me to the park, you taught me what I needed to know.

I learned from you.

We were best friends.

You loved me.

I lay with you at night, I woke you up and you pet me.

You let me sit with you when you watched the TV.

You fed me things I shouldn't be eating, people food.

You loved me.

Then you bought him home.

You let him boss you around.

You let him hurt me.

I loved you still.

He never showed me love.

The love you gave me was few and far between.

You wouldn't let me sleep with you, he slept there now.

I loved you still.

One day, you both came home in suits, with shiny bands on your fingers.

He called you husband, you called him that too.

Your love towards me stopped.

I loved you.

You didn't love me, I wasn't angry.

You bought a little one home, she was your world now.

He didn't let me near her.

I loved her.

She loved me.

As she grew, she played with me.

Took me to the park.

I loved her.

Then came the boxes, the throwing things away.

I was ignored.

The car got packed, and I wagged my tail, I loved adventures.

I loved you all.

The little one cried.

You drove away.

I sat by the door, waiting for you to come back.

I loved you all.

You never came back.

I was hungry, scared and alone.

I escaped.

I loved you all.

I found an alley, with a box.

I rummaged in the bins for food.

I was cold and alone.

I loved you.

A man came and found me.

He put a metal thing around my neck.

I was led to a van.

I loved you.

I was in a cage.

No food. No water. Nothing.

Other dogs were loud.

I loved you.

I lived alone.

Had very little food.

I paced the floor of my cage for days.

I loved you.

I became restless.

I had very little exercise.

I needed out.

I loved you.

I watched as people looked at every other dog but me.

I wanted love again.

I wanted you.

I loved you.

A lady came by one day.

I perked up, my tail was wagging and I thought I was getting out.

I was wrong.

I loved you.

She put a leash on me.

We walked to the room.

It smelt bad.

I loved you.

I didn't want to go in.

She forced me.

I was held down.

I loved you.

She slid a needle into my leg.

I felt the liquid flow through me.

Breathing was hard.

I loved you.

As I lay on the table, a healthy dog, let go too soon, I thought back to you.

To the times we had.

To the love you gave me.

To the way we were.

To your little girl.

To the love from her.

I realised I forgave you.

I forgave you for everything.

I forgave you because I loved you.

As I closed my eyes, for the last time, I knew for sure:

I loved you and her, and I forgave you.

573 words

I'm sorry.

If it's any consolation I made myself cry too.

Hope you enjoyed.

Take care.

Xx