Sanders Sides OneShots

If Only

This was based on a oneshot -Satan_- did a while back, they gave me permission to turn it into a story, more than just what he did. I always thought it was bad, however, upon looking back at it, I realised I may reupload it, I'm not sure, I may just continue it in here, I found it difficult to write at the time, but I have a few ideas for it now. I thought maybe I would see what you all thought, I may rewrite it, just to make it better.
I'm not sure.
Let me know what you think.

T.W. Self harm, suicide attempt?
It's a sad story, so read at your own risk.

It was never supposed to happen.

They were never meant to fall for each other.

They had boyfriends already, it did not make sense.

Were they not happy in the relationships they were in? Did they feel dissatisfied?

They couldn't figure out the answer.

It just happened.

Roman and Logan had fallen for each other.

1)

Logan was sat with his boyfriend, Patton, in the commons, watching a movie, when Roman and Virgil walked in, holding hands and talking to each other.

Logan was immediately distracted from said movie, not by the chatter, but by Roman. Although they had the same face, Roman's smile was breathtaking and he was stunningly handsome.

Logan caught himself staring, he knew he should stop, but he was stuck looking at the regal trait.

Patton hadn't noticed Logan was staring at the other trait, but Virgil had and got rather protective, or jealous, Logan couldn't tell, and pulled his boyfriend over to the sofa and cuddled up against him, making sure Logan knew Roman was his.

Logan felt something he could only guess was jealousy and turned back to the movie.

Shortly after, Logan felt a heavy weight on his shoulder, he realized Patton had fallen asleep on him. He looked over to the other sofa and saw Virgil had fallen asleep on Roman, after said trait had been playing with his hair for a while.

Roman caught Logan's eye and Logan blushed and quickly looked away.

When he looked back, Roman was still looking at him. He blushed and Roman sent him a small smile.

Neither realizing, that both would rather be in the other's arms.

Both looked away at their sleeping boyfriends and sighed softly, before falling into a dreamless slumber.

The next morning, when Logan awoke, he saw that Virgil and Patton were no long in the commons with him and Roman.

He watched Roman sleep, forgetting that he should be wondering where Patton was.

As soon as he noticed Roman was waking up, he turned his gaze to the direction of the kitchen, wondering if that was where Patton has disappeared off to.

He let his gaze wander back to the royal trait, only to find him staring directly at him.

"May I help you Roman?"

"N-no, I don't think you can."

With that, Roman left the room.

Probably to go and find his boyfriend, because of course he still loves him and wouldn't want to be with Logan. Plus, Logan should still love his boyfriend anyway, he did, but he was conflicted, he was sure he loved his boyfriend, but what about these blossoming feelings for Roman?