Pain (Analogical)

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I ship these two wayyyyy to hard.

Has anyone else noticed that when we look at Thomas face on (from the camera view) Logan and Virgil are on his left, indicating his left brain, and Patton and Roman are on the right, being his right brain?
How did it take me so long to notice that?

Also, for any of you that haven't read "why (Analogical)" I suggest you read that before this one, just for a little more clarity.

T.W. Slightly sad, and minor attack, heartache.

Virgil was sat in his room, knees up to his chest, his heart was racing, and a heavy weight was settled on his heart. He couldn't get the pain to go away, nor could he figure out the reasoning behind his ache, but it was starting to get suffocating. He hated it, and his eyes had filled with tears and slowly began to release them. He was trying hard to keep everything silent, and nor want to alert any of the other sides, since he didn't want them worrying too much. But of course, he knew that since he had been in his room all day, one was bound to come and checkup on him, and he was sure it would end up being Patton, although, since he had started going out with Roman, he hadn't been nearly as interested in Virgil as he was prior to that. Virgil was happy for them both, they deserved each other, however, it wasn't exactly fair for Virgil, and he would rely on Patton, who now seemed disinterested in the younger aspect, and despite knowing what Patton was like, Virgil couldn't help but feel jealousy towards the fanciful trait, due to him getting all the attention of the fatherly aspect.

Virgil realised that the only other side that would have the time to come to him would be Logan, and why would he do that? He was probably too busy to even notice Virgil suffering, he was probably making a plan for Thomas' videos and organizing the Mindspace, alongside making sure Thomas was doing what he was supposed to be doing, whatever that was.

Although, despite Logan being the only aspect available, Virgil found he wouldn't mind if Logan came and checked up on him. Logan with his neatly kept clothes, and his perfectly styled hair, with the eyes that lit up when he spoke about something he was interested in, or when he found out that one of the other sides had listened to him, and reiterated the information he'd given to them at a later date. The logical trait that pushed his glasses up, even when they didn't need it, when he was frustrated or knew he didn't belong in a conversation, when he would roll his eyes at the two right brain traits when they began being overly zealous. The trait that Virgil found his mind wandering to whenever he was alone, feeling relatively sorry for himself. The trait that he would watch in his peripheral vision during a video, the one that made him question his existence more than normal. The aspect he could have a conversation with, without it turning into a strange, crazy, nonsensical one, a conversation which made him feel happier inside, and realise whenever Logan spoke of something he was passionate about, Virgil would feel his stomach do a flip, or the way Logan would glance at Virgil whenever the latter said anything, and whenever Virgil spoke in a negative manner, and despite his defeatists attitude, Logan would always remain calm, for the most part, and speak to Virgil.

Despite the pain, Virgil got up, and wandered down the hallway to the logical trait's dark blue door, and knocked, he stood back, pulling his sleeves over his hands, his anxiety raising slightly, and he played with the ends of his sleeves, waiting for the Logical persona to answer the door, which seemed to be taking a lifetime.

The door finally opened, and Virgil flung himself into the arms of the trait in front of him. He wrapped his arms around Logan's torso, and found himself sobbing into his shoulder. He felt an awkward pair of arms wrap themselves around his waist, and he tried to calm himself down, however, the feeling of him being against the other trait caused him to have difficulty doing so.

"Virgil, can we possibly come inside my room, instead of being in the doorway?"

Virgil managed to tear himself away from the other left brained trait, and both males walked into the organized room, allowing Logan to close the door, and Virgil trying to take a few steps towards the logical aspect, but his legs gave way, causing him to be on the floor, unable to do much other than sob. He felt himself being pulled onto the legs of the other trait in the room, and being held in a loving position, despite the two traits being together for a while, Logan was still unsure about physical affection, but Virgil didn't mind. He was grateful that he had someone he could go to without feeling ridiculous.

"Virgil, what is the matter?"

"I-It's hurting a-again..."

Logan, understanding what was being said, pulled the darker trait closer, holding him tighter.

"You did nothing wrong, it was not your fault, you were not to have known, nor had you known what was to come. Roman made a foolish choice, however, it benefitted me..." Logan pressed a soft kiss to the anxious aspects forehead, which, alongside being held, helped him to calm down.

"I-it hurts, really badly, I m-miss him."

"I know you do, it is natural to grieve after a relationship falls apart, it is natural to be upset, and you do not have to worry about it being wrong. Roman was foolish, and he should regret what he has done."

Virgil buried his face into the chest of the male he was sat on.

"Thank you." He murmured, sniffling slightly.

"It is not a problem." Logan smiled and maneuvered them so that Virgil was facing Logan, allowing the latter to press his lips to the formers.

The two stayed that way for a short while, before pulling apart, and watching a movie, allowing Virigl to fall asleep.

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Patton was sat with Roman, on the latter's large bed, watching a Disney movie.

Patton turned to Roman.

"Do you ever feel guilty?"

"Often." The Fanciful trait turned to his boyfriend, and sent him a sad smile, "but I cannot change it now."

The two went back to watching the movie, however, neither were really paying attention.

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I really need to do a part where I explain Roman and Patton, but I keep forgetting.
If anyone actually wants it, let me know.

Hope you enjoyed
Take care
Xx

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