It Has Always Been You (COMPLETED)

Chapter 57- The Heart Wants What it Wants

HEYY! I just published the book trailer and the first chapter for my next book, called, "The Heart Wants What it Wants" check it out please and yes, it's about Cameron and the girl character is again named, Brittany but this time I put a whole new twist on it. So it'll be far from what this book was about!

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CAMERON'S POV

I told the truth. I wasn't lying. I love her. She should be reminded constantly of that. And how else am I going to do that? I can't constantly be saying it to her face, and annoying her.

The Q&A finally ends about another 40 questions later, and Brittany grabs her guitar and takes the microphone stand to start singing.

BRITTANY'S POV

I was freaking. Now this is seeming more and more real, and I was getting scared to death. I sat on the stool and started strumming, to try and find the melody that I created earlier today in my room.

"So this is the first time, anyone is hearing this song. So you guys should feel pretty special." I try and joke.

"This is called, The Heart Wants What the Heart Wants. (Video is linked to the story, so go and watch it! I also reccommend that you listen to the song as you read the lyrics for the full effect.)

You got me sippin' on something
I can't compare to nothing
I've ever known, I'm hoping
That after this fever I'll survive
I know I'm acting a bit crazy
Strung out, a little bit hazy
Hand over heart, I'm praying
That I'm gonna make it out alive

The bed's getting cold and you're not here
The future that we hold is so unclear
But I'm not alive until you call
And I'll bet the odds against it all
Save your advice 'cause I won't hear
You might be right but I don't care
There's a million reasons why I should give you up
But the heart wants what it wants <x2>

You got me scattered in pieces
Shining like stars and screaming
Lightning me up like Venus
But then you disappear and make me wait
And every second's like torture
Hell over trip, no more so
Finding a way to let go
Baby baby no I can't escape

The bed's getting cold and you're not here
The future that we hold is so unclear
But I'm not alive until you call
And I'll bet the odds against it all
Save your advice 'cause I won't hear
You might be right but I don't care
There's a million reasons why I should give you up
But the heart wants what it wants [x4]

This is a modern fairytale
No happy endings
No wind in our sails
But I can't imagine a life without
Breathless moments
Breaking me down down down

The bed's getting cold and you're not here
The future that we hold is so unclear
But I'm not alive until you call
And I'll bet the odds against it all
Save your advice 'cause I won't hear
You might be right but I don't care
There's a million reasons why I should give you up
But the heart wants what it wants <x4>

The heart wants what it wants baby."

I ended on the soft note, and the room went bazerk. I was even in tears because of the meaning behind the lyrics. Cameron was even tearing up on the side of the stage. I wanted to run over and hug him, but that just wasn't completely right. Sick of holding back, but I don't know what else to do.