What people don't know

Chapter 58

Daniel's pov

I want to get out and run after her, I want to take her in my arms and ask what's wrong? I know i acted like a little kid and it hurts that she thinks that too. I didn't mean to act like such a dick, I don't know why she is so upset? Did i do something wrong? Did i hurt her? What the hell did i do! I scream and i hope that this will make my anger go away.

You are such a stupid boy Daniel!!! YOU ALWAYS MESS IT UP! NO WONDER YOU NEVER HAD A GIRLFRIEND! It's not that girls don't want me or something, but i've just been waiting for the right one. And when i saw Elle i just knew it. She is the one for me. I have been kissing with them but not cause i liked them or something. I never slept with one, i told my boys i had but i never did. I want the first time to be special you know. But i just ruined it all, I ruined all the chances i had. She was just starting to like me, she was slowly opening up. But of course i had to ruin it!

I slam my head against my steer and i immediately regret it as soon as i feel the pain. I slam my hands against my steer and i am honestly fighting against the tears. I know i'm gonna sound like a crazy ass stalker right now, but i've been following Elle these past weeks and i've started to really fall for her. I haven't kissed a single girl since i saw her for the first time.

I start the car and i drive home, I have no idea how to tell my mom what i just did. I screwed it up badly, she will hate me forever....

When i pull up to our property i park my car in the garage and i slam the doors behind me, I am still fighting the tears and i am trying to turn it into anger. When i open the door my mom, Anna and Tyler are all looking at me. "Where is she?" my mom asks, "Well not here" I say angry and i walk up the stairs, I slam the door behind me when i enter my room. I let myself fall onto my bed and i just start hitting my pillows.

After 5 minutes or so i hear my door opening and i look up, it's my mom. "Dani boy are you okey?" she asks while she sits down at my bed. "Do i look okey" I say angrily and she shakes her head. "I was too much wasn't i, I almost forced that girl to come and eat dinner here i am so sorry" she says. I want that that is why she didn't come but no, it's because of me. "It's not cause of you mom" I say and she looks confused. "What do you mean Dani boy?" she says and i sigh. "I screwed up" I say and she pulls me into a hug. "I know you will fix it" she says and i hug her back. I stopped fighting against the tears, "I-I just don't know h-how" I say while my voice breaks. "I'll help you okey" she says and she goes through my hair with her hands, "I'll bring the food upstairs so you can have a nice evening in, I'll call the coach that you're sick and you're gonna figure out what you did and how you're gonna fix it okey? Cause i liked that girl and you better make it up to her" she says and lets go of me. I just nod and i quickly wipe the tears away, she gets up from the bed and leaves my room.

How am i gonna fix this?