You're My Forever

Redemption | 68

The Next Day... 

I sighed as I got up from bed before lazily walking to my closet. I got dressed in a white cropped tank top with a cream coloured cardigan over it and grey ripped jeans. I put my hair in a high, pretty messy bun, brushed my teeth, then went to school.

Once I got there, I went up to my first period class which I had with Jack. I took my regular seat there and Jack showed up less than two minutes later. 

As he sat down beside me, I did hear him say a quick, "Hey." pretty quietly. "Hi.." I mumbled back, hesitantly and quietly. 

For the rest of the class, we did talk a tiny bit. We exchanged a very countable amount of words. But even that was still more than we have been talking, considering we haven't spoken any words to each other the past few days.

So I guess yesterday did break the ice between us a tiny bit...

Lunch... 

I again didn't feel like being around people very much during lunch. So after finishing at my locker, I went to the cafeteria and went to sit by myself at an empty table. 

Sadly, I only got about five minutes of alone time before someone showed up at my table. I looked up to see Ema. 

Honestly, I wasn't even really mad at her anymore. She said she didn't know Jack and I were together and if she did, she wouldn't have been with him. Besides, I wasn't the only one who was played by Jack, she was too. So I almost felt sympathy towards her. 

But she definitely still wasn't one of my favorite people..

"Hey Roni, mind if I sit down?" Ema asked me with a smile. "Sure, I guess.." I spoke quietly. So she pulled out the chair right across from me and sat down. "So uh, how are things going for you? Has it been hard?" Ema asked me, sounding very sincere. "Yes, very.. I miss him, A LOT..." I sighed, looking down. 

"But what about you?" I asked her, looking back up at her. "I mean, he played you too.." I spoke quietly. "Yeah, about that.." She suddenly seemed a little bit nervous, shifting a tiny bit in her seat. 

"I-I think I might forgive Jack.." She told me hesitantly. I furrowed my eyebrows. "W-What do you mean? H-He's been apologizing? He wants to get back together w-with you?" I asked her, very confused. "Well yeah. I mean, every time he gets the opportunity, he keeps trying to apologize and make it up to me. So I'm thinking that I'll forgive him after school today and then we'll get back together." She answered.

I almost scoffed, hearing this. At this point, I wasn't even surprised... It couldn't even get worse than this..

"But of course, I'll only forgive him i-if you're alright with it.." Ema said quickly after. Now I was just simply angry. I wasn't even 'sad' so to say right now, I didn't feel like crying. I just felt used to all this at this point. 

My response to what she said, was purely made out of the anger I was experiencing right now. 

"Yeah, go ahead and take him. He's all yours." I said quickly, standing up. "I gotta go, I'll see you later." I mumbled before walking away quickly. 

I didn't leave quickly because I wanted to cry or anything, I was just angry and wanted to be alone. I went to the third floor and to that little section there was with the sofas. I took a seat at one of them and put my head in my hands, my elbows against the arms of the sofa.

This was all getting very overwhelming...

That Night... 

It was about 8:45 pm right now and all I could still think about was what Ema said. I was still feeling very annoyed and angry.