You're My Forever

Date | 73

The Next Day... 

I got out of bed and went to my closet to get dressed for today. I got dressed in a grey cropped t-shirt with some black ripped jeans and a blue and black plaid flannel tied around my waist. I put my hair in a high ponytail, brushed my teeth, then went to school.

Once I got to school, I went up to my chemistry class. I walked into the room and took my seat beside Jack. Both of us greeted each other with smiles. 

English...(Jackson's P.O.V)

Today was my date with Ema and I was far from excited. But I was happy that I was going to be left alone from now on. I just wished I didn't have to go on a date for that to happen..

Anyway, I said goodbye to Roni before walking down to my English class. Once I got there, I took my seat beside Dean. We greeted each other with a handshake. 

Soon after, Ema and Dara walked into the room. They took their regular seats in front of Dean and I.  But Ema didn't waste any time before turning behind herself to face me in her seat. I leaned back in my seat, crossing my arms.

"Hey! I'm excited for our date." Ema said with a smile. I genuinely had no idea how to respond to this because I definitely couldn't say the same. "Well.. it'll be interesting.." I said, clearly awkwardly. "You won't regret agreeing to this Jack." She said excitedly, her smile growing before she turned back in her seat. She was right on that.. but only because I knew she'd have to leave me alone after the date.

"Dude.. you're going on a date with her?" Dean asked me quietly, sounding surprised. "It was a deal she thought of. If I got on a date with her and it doesn't work out, she'll finally leave me alone." I explained to him, sighing. 

"Who knows man.. you may actually have a good time.." Dean said back with a smile, shrugging. "Yeah, right.." I scoffed.

That Evening...

It was now around the time where I had to start getting ready for my date with Ema. She did tell me I had to actually try for this date and I had to try and keep a good mindset about it as well. That was going to be hard, but still, I had to follow her 'rules'. 

I guess one way to try would be to dress decently.

I went to my closet and kind of just stared at it for a while. I had no idea what to wear for this. I settled for a pretty simple but decent outfit.

I put on a white button-up with the sleeves rolled up half way and it was tucked into my black jeans that were a bit tight-fitted. I also put on a decent belt. I ran my fingers through my hair a bit to neaten it then put on some cologne.

After I finished getting ready, I saw that I still had a bit of extra time before I had to leave. So I pulled out my phone and sat at my desk chair.

As I looked down at my phone, my eyes couldn't help but move elsewhere. My sleeves were rolled up to just below my elbows so my tattoo was completely visible. I put my phone down and lifted my arm to look at the tattoo better.

I missed Roni... As I looked at the tattoo, all I was really thinking about was her. I knew our tattoos weren't supposed to signify our romantic relationship but more just our general relationship and bond, but I couldn't help but miss her even more as my girlfriend as I stared at it. 

I sighed as my eyes began filling slightly with tears. Here I was about to go on a date with the girl who made me lose Roni twice.. was it really worth it? All I wanted was to be with my baby again.. my forever... Have I done something so wrong to deserve losing her? I hated this so much!

I looked back up as I took a small deep breath, blinking away my tears before any could fall. 

I got up from the chair, putting my phone in my back pocket, then walked out of my room. I went downstairs, got my shoes on, then headed out to my car.