Merder the best of love

Chapter 41

1 week later

I was downstairs holding Nova. I grabbed her bottle and put it into her mouth. She started drinking it. I heard Derek walk down the stairs.

"Hey I'm going to work on the house" he said

I turned around and looked at him.

"Okay" I smiled

He walked over to me and kissed my lips. I kissed him back. We slowly pulled away. He looked down and kissed the top of Nova's head. He played with her little brown curls. He looked at me and smiled.

"Let me know if you need anything" he said

"Okay have fun" I said

"I will" He smiled walking to the door.

He opened the front door and left the house. I held the bottle in Nova's mouth. She finally finished. I took it out and put it in the sink. I held nova out.

"You did good" I smiled

She started giggling. I held her in my arms. She was my little twin. I love her so much. I walked with her to the couch and sat down. I turned the tv on. She fell asleep in my arms. I ended up falling asleep. I woke up about an hour later. I went upstairs and put Nova in her crib. I took a shower and got dressed for the day. I went into Nova's room, she was awake. I picked her up and gave her a little bath. I dried her off and changed her. I started messing with her hair. Her hairs starting to get lighter. She didn't have that much of it, but I styled it. I brought her downstairs and grabbed my keys. I left the house. I got into my car and drove down to Cristina's apartment. I walked into her building and went up to her room. I knocked on the door. She opened it.

"How's my little Nova" she smiled taking Nova from my arms

I started smiling. I walked into her place and sat on the couch. She sat in a chair next to the couch.

"I really need a drink, but I can't" I sighed

"I can" she smiled grabbing a tequila bottle behind her

"Ughh" I groaned

She drank some tequila.

"You know what, I can pump a couple times" I said holding my hand out

I grabbed the bottle and started drinking it. She put Nova in a little play pin. Cristina and I started passing the bottle around. I was getting drunk. The whole room was spinning and my vision was getting worse. Everything was moving slowly. I kept drinking. I got up from the couch and laid on the floor. I kept drinking. I ended up blacking out. I started coming back to the realization of where I was. I heard knocking at the door. Cristina went to the door and I heard it open.

"Where is she" he said

"Over he-eere" I slurred

I started smiling. He looked down at me.

"Why do you keep texting me" I smiled

"I-I was no-t" I said pointing at him

"Yes you were. Check your phone" he smiled

I grabbed my phone. I looked at it and played a video. I quickly turned it off. All I heard was me moaning his name and my cheeks being clapped. The video was a black screen. I don't remember taking or sending this video.

"Oh wow" I said

"Now get your ass up, we're going home" he said helping me up

He grabbed Nova.

"Thanks for this" he said to Cristina

He helped me walk out of the room and down the steps. We walked outside. He brought us to his car and put nova in. I started feeling sick. I turned around and puked in this little thing of grass. I felt his hand rub up and down my back.

"Get it out" he said holding my hair back

I puked again. I wiped my mouth and he walked me to the passenger side door. He helped me in. He went into the drivers seat and started driving. We went home and he helped me out. We went to the front door and he was holding Nova. We got in and he went upstairs with her. I ran to the trash can and started puking. I put my hair up in a bun. I heard Derek come back downstairs.

"Hey do you want to go upstairs" he asked

"Mmmhm" I said puking again

I picked the little trash can up. He helped me walk upstairs to our room. I went in and laid down on the bed. I put the trash can next to the bed.

"Meredith here's your pump" he said handing me my breast pump

I put it next to me.

"Derek I-" I said and leaned over

I grabbed the trash can and started throwing up.

"I know" he said walking over to me.

He took some tissues that were on the nightstand. He wiped my hands and mouth. I laid back and he threw the tissues into the trash.

"I want to fuck your right now" I admitted

I looked at me and leaned in.

"Patience" he whispered

"No. We're not playing that, take off your pants" I said pointing to his pants

"Mer I can't get turned on by vomit" he said

I got up and started undressing.

"Come on" I said walking into the bathroom

I walked in and turned the shower on. I bent down in front of him and he positioned himself behind me.

"I can't" he said walking away.

I got up and turned around. He left. I went into the shower and took a quick shower. I got out and wrapped a towel around my body. I brushed my hair and moisturized my face. I brushed my teeth. I walked out of the bathroom and changed into pajamas. I pumped for a little while. I walked out of the room and went into Nova's room. Derek wasn't in there and Nova was sleeping. I shut her door and went downstairs. He was in the kitchen.

"Derek" I asked

He turned around and looked at me.

"I-" He said and stopped himself

"I'm sorry. I can't have sex with you" he said

"Why not" I asked

"Is there someone else?" I asked

He looked into my eyes

"No. I promise you that there's no one else" he said

"Then what is it" I asked

"I don't know. It just makes me feel weird to have sex with someone who's drunk" he said

"Okay" I nodded

I sighed

"I'm sorry" he said resting his forehead on mine

"I'd like to have a long make out session" he smiled

"Whatever" I smirked

He leaned down and started kissing my lips. I started laughing. He pulled away

"That video you sent me was really hot" he smirked looking at me

"What video" I asked

"The one where your were moaning loudly. How did you not know you pretty much recorded a sex tape" he said laughing

"I don't know. When we were having sex I think I hit something" I said

"Well either way that was- wow" he smiled

"I wanna know when I took the video" I laughed

"Let's go upstairs" he smiled holding my hand

We walked upstairs

I see you two😏 MER AND THE SEX TAPE I SEE YOU GIRL😏😏