Merder the best of love

Chapter 75

He left the room to check on Lexie and Mark who were still downstairs. I was still naked. He really cleaned me up good inside. I grabbed the medal balls and stared at them. These were really inside of me. I put them in the nightstand drawer. I got up and grabbed one of Dereks t shirts. I put it on and went to Gracie's room. I brought her into my bedroom and took my shirt off. I feel like she's missed being inside of me and I really miss her so much. It's a crazy place out here and she's already been through so much. I laid her on my chest and pulled the blanket over us. She curled her hands and fell asleep on my chest. I love this skin to skin contact. We've really haven't had any since she's been back. Derek came in and I saw him looking at me through the light from the hall. He walked over to me and laid next to me. He put his hand on Gracie's back and rubbed it gently

"What's going on here" he smiled kissing her head

"I feel like she misses being in my tummy" I smiled looking at her.

"I bet she does too. It seems really safe and warm in there" he smiled

"I love her" I smiled

"She's so perfect. I'm scared I'll break her by putting my hand on her head" he smiled

I started smiling wider. I fell asleep with her laying on my chest. I woke up a couple hours later to her crying.

"Hey little girl what's wrong" I said patting her butt so that she would slow her cries

She kept crying. Derek looked at me

"Sorry" I said

He grabbed the pillow and covered his face. I kept rocking her in my arms until she fell asleep. I was exhausted. I finally fell asleep. I woke up the next morning and Derek was gone. Gracie was gone. I quickly got up and started freaking out. I put my shirt on and left the room. I went to Gracie's room and she wasn't there. I went downstairs and saw Amelia with the kids. She was sitting on the couch. I sighed in relief. I went over behind the cabinet and grabbed a banana. I dropped my phone that was in my hand. I bent down to grab it and held my hand onto the counter as I grabbed it. I felt him behind me and he was trying to hump me. I started laughing and stood up. He pushed me into the counter and we looked over at Amelia and the kids

"I could easily put another baby into you" he whispered kissing my neck and rubbing his hands up my sides.

"No you will not do that" I whispered smiling

He wrapped his hand around my stomach

"You still have a little bump. Might as well fill it again" he whispered

"No Derek" I smiled

"Mmhm. You say that now" he smiled leaning me over the counter

"How are you already thinking about another baby" I asked

"Because I want so much of your babies Mer" he whispered

"Derek I-" I said and stopped myself

"Look it's whatever but just know that I'll always be up to having more" he said kissing my cheek

He let go of me and walked over to the couch. He sat next to Nova. He grabbed Gracie and held her in his arms. He wrapped his arm around nova and she laid her head on his lap. Amelia rested her head on the armrest.

"Oh Mer tomorrow you're going to have a stripper pole in here" she said pointing to the middle of the living room

"A what" I questioned seeing if I heard her right

"Yeah your party's will be so amazing after this" she smiled

"I didn't agree to this" I smiled looking at my kids