Merder the best of love

Chapter 149

Derek and I were going to therapy together today. Our therapist wanted us to talk to each other about stuff. I honestly have no idea what it's about. We dropped the kids off at Amelia's because she missed them and it was a perfect opportunity for her to see them. We waited into the therapists session was over and waited for her to call us back. We were called back and walked into the room.

"Hi Meredith, Derek" she said shaking our hands

"Hi Mrs. Martha" we both said.

"Please. Have a seat" she said

We all sat down. Derek and I were sitting next to each other.

"I'm not going to force you guys to tell each other everything, but we can wait until your sessions up. So for now either be quiet or say what you're feeling" she said

I took a sip of my water and choked on it. I kept coughing and tried to come back down from it

"Sorry I choked on my water" I coughed

"I'll give you something to choke on" Derek said

He looked at the therapist

"Oh I didn't mean to say that out loud" he said

I looked at him and smiled knowing how embarrassed he was

"Okay so do you have a problem" I asked

"No" he smirked

"Okay so Derek tell her what's going on" he said

"I don't know. I feel like we've been connecting more which is great and I love it. There's nothing wrong with that" he said

"There is if you don't know how to stop" she said

"I do" he said

"Sometimes" I said

He looked at me confused.

"Sometimes you can get carried away, but I do like that" I said

"And why do you like that Meredith" she said

"Because I don't know. It makes me feel better and it is a psyche that I have that helps me" he said

"So you both tell me what makes you feel like this. Choose who goes first" she said

"Do you want to" he asked

"Sure" I sighed

"I've been raped two, no three times in my life and it was the worst thing that I've ever been through. I hated it so much, but when it's consensual then it feels good. The dominance and everything" I said

"So your traumatic experience made you want these things but what you agree to" she asked

"Yeah" I said

"Now you" she said to Derek

"When I was repeatedly touched by my dad during my childhood, I became a different person. It was disgusting, so now I take in the consent and try my best to understand when to stop and I do realize that I'm doing wrong, but I know you like it so I kept going" he said

"You you both like this" she asked

"Yes" we said in sync

"Well I don't see the problem so Derek you are free to go and Meredith I still need to keep seeing you for your mental health" she said

"Thanks doc" we said shaking her hand

We left and went to the car

"I have a 3 sum set up" I said

"What" he said

"He's from online" I said

"He. He probably has a std or something" he said

"There's condoms" I said

"I am not fucking a man" he said

"Then you can watch him fuck me" I said

"No" he said

"Okay well I'm still gonna do it" I said

"Why" he said

"I want to do this. I love you but I want to try everything" I said

"Isn't that cheating" he asked

"I mean do you want to do it" I asked

"Yeah" he said

"Then no" I said

3 hours later

The man arrived. He was a little fruity which was got. We got everything ready and Derek was on the couch. I went over to him and sat on his lap. I started kissing his lips. I took my shirt off and he ran his hands up my body. I got up and we all started undressing. I went to the stripper pole and started dancing

"Fuckkkk" Nick groaned

"Come here" Derek said

I walked over to him

"Get on the floor" Derek said to neck

He laid down and Derek turned me around. He slid into me and pushed my head down. I started sucking on necks dick which had a condom on it. I kept going in and out. Derek kept pounding into me as my head bobbed up and down. Derek felt so fucking good. We did this until they both released inside of me. Derek pulled out of me and I got up. I went over to grab my pink dildo and lube. I walked over to Derek and gave him it.

Derek's POV

I put lube on the dildo. Nick turned around and got onto all fours.

"Meredith come here" he said

She walked in front of him and laid down. He started eating her out. She kept moaning and I hated this so fucking much. I looked at his ass and it was tight which meant that he's fresh meat. I slowly slid it in. I went over to his ear.

"If you shit on me. I'll kill you" I whispered

I kept going faster and started slamming him as his tongue thrusted into my wife. I grabbed my whip and started whipping his ass. He liked it and whipped as I did it. I thrusted the dildo in and out of him fast.

"Oh mmmm" Meredith moaned

I whipped him harder. He cummed all over my fucking hand. Mer finished inside of his mouth. I pulled the dildo and threw it away. This was disgusting. His cum smelled alright but the feeling of it, ew. Mer was panting on the floor

2 hours later

We were having sex for 2 hours. Every way. So many positions. Fuck it was amazing with Meredith. I wouldn't let him touch her like that.

"Hey why don't we fuck" he asked Mer

I got up and picked him up. I put him at the door.

"No. Get the fuck out of my house" I said throwing his clothes outside.

I threw him out and shut the door. I walked over to her and picked her up. I brought her upstairs and threw her in the bed.

"Stay here" I demanded

I went downstairs and threw everything away. I went back upstairs. I went into the room and slammed the door.

"We aren't doing this again" I said

"Whatever" she said

"I mean it Mer really. I can't watch someone fuck you. I can't do that and I won't. I'd literally kill someone if they touch you like I did with those guys in the woods" I said

"Okay I understand" she sighed

"Good. I'm calling Amelia to bring the kids over and we have to get ready for my mom" I said

"Okay" she said

Reminding me of when mcsteamy said 'you are the first that's ever been this clean' or whatever in euphoria😭😭😭 HELP