Merder the best of love

Chapter 112

The next day I woke up and got the kids ready. Derek cane home last night, but he slept on the couch. He helped me get the girls ready and we went downstairs. He made us breakfast and fed all of us. I was doing another crazy surgery today, so I had to go into the hospital. He had to do paperwork at the hospital.

"Meredith can i talk to you" he asked

I nodded and went into the backyard with him.

"I'm going to go to therapy for my angry sex addiction. I know it's not good and it's not good for us. I can't help it, but I want you to know that I am trying" he said

"Thank you" i said

He nodded.

5 hours later

I was in surgery and started cutting into the patients bone to get the tumor out. He said that his wife left him after 40 years and they started dating again. She died a couple of days ago. He kept telling me to let him go and that he'll see his wife. The story made me so sad. I kept doing his surgery and something happened. Blood squirted all over me. I kept trying to stop the bleeding. A bunch of people started to help. This was too much. It was too much

"Time of death 14:24" I said

I scrubbed out and I started crying. I went to his office, covered in blood. I couldn't do this anymore. I fell to my knees and started crying.

"Meredith" he said

I kept crying. He ran over to me and bent down

"I can't do us anymore if you don't even wanna fix this" I cried

I looked up at him and he hugged me. I sobbed into his chest.

"I am so sorry Meredith. Please. I love you, I don't want to give up on us. I just needed a break from everything. I'm ready for us" he said hugging me tightly

"You'll just leave again" I said

"No I won't- I can't, not again. I feel bad for everything. Please give me another chance" he cried

He didn't even care about this persons blood that was all over him.

"Please let me know that you're alright" he said

"I came back last night to see everything. I came back" he said

"I'm ready to try this again. A restart" he said

Normally, I wouldn't accept an apology like this, but the way he didn't hesitate to hug me like this means a cares. I was ready to forgive. It has only been like 3 days.

"Okay" I said pulling away

"Okay?" He asked

"I'm ready to let you back in" I said

He wiped my tears and smiled at me

"Good because I already ordered a bunch of flowers to the house" he smiled

I started smiling.

"What happened" he asked pointing to my clothes

I looked at his clothes and they were all bloody

"So I have blood all over me. Meredith" he smiled

"What" I smiled

He unbuttoned his shirt and I could see his abs. I haven't really noticed his complexion lately. He's been working out a lot. He threw the shirt away and grabbed a silky button up from the drawer in his desk. He put it on and looked at me. He walked over to me and kissed my lips. He backed up

"Go change and come back in here. We still need to talk more" he said buttoning his shirt

"I will" I said

I left and went to the locker room. I changed into a fresh pair of scrubs and went back to Derek's office. I walked in and sat next to his desk.

"I'm going to come home tonight. Is that okay?" He asked

"Yes" I said

"I can get Amelia to watch the kids, so we could talk about us" he said

"Yeah. I'll bring pack their bags" I said

"Okay. Bring the kids home and I'll get Amelia to come by" he said

I got up and left.

5 hours later

I was done with my shift. I grabbed the kids and went home. There was a bouquet of different flowers at the door. I picked them up and smelled them. They smelled fresh and amazing. I gave each of the girls roses and told them to smell them. They loved it. I opened the door and they went inside with their backpacks on. I grabbed the triplets and brought them inside. Derek should be home soon and I was so happy to sleep next to him again. I missed his comfort. I'm not going to let him have sex, just yet. He's going to have to earn that privilege. I 'will' use him for comfort though. I went upstairs and packed a bunch of bags for them. I went down and pumped. I fed the triplets and made sandwiches for the girls. They ate and Amelia came. She came in and grabbed the kids. I brought the bags to her cars for tonight.

"Bye guys. I'll see you tomorrow. I love you" I said kissing each one of their heads

"Bye Mer" Amelia said

"Bye Amy" I said

She got into her car and drove off. I already miss my kids. It started raining so I went inside. I filled a vase with water and put the flowers into it. I sat it in the center of the island. I went to the couch and turned the tv on. I sat on the couch and laid down. He opened the door and I sat up. We looked at each other. He started smiling at me

"Did you get my flowers" he asked

"Yes and they're beautiful" I said pointing to the island

"Good I'm glad you like them" he smiled

He went over to the kitchen and grabbed 2 glasses. He opened a bottle of wine

"Do you want some" he asked pouting a glass

"No" I said

He put the bottle down and grabbed the glass. He walked over to me and sat next to me.

"I can't sit here without drinking because I'll want to do more than just sit" he said holding his glass up to his mouth.

He took small sips.

"I need you to be here for us" I said

"I will be" he said

"I need you to help all of the kids with me. I can't do this by myself" I said

He nodded.

"I want to do this thing we have" he smiled

"Me too. We can't just end it like this" I said

"No. It's supposed to MerDer. Supposed to be us dying in each other's arms when we are 110" he said

I got up and hugged him. He moved his glass and hugged me tight.

"I miss holding you" he whispered

NOT SEX THERAPY DEREK😭😭😭😭

Y'all when I saw that patrick sent Jill flowers for there anniversary AHHHHHH🥰🥰 He messed up the anniversary year at first tho😭