Finding Her

Torture

I wake up and Allen is pulling my shorts down.
"Allen please stop..."
"You deserve this Maura."
"Why?"
I question as he thrusts me.
"You are a slut, you're such a brat and you are a lesbian."
"I'm not a slut"
I say as he pulls my hair.
He punchs me hard and I fall to the floor.
He tries to help me but I refuse
"Please just fucking go!"
I cry as I tilt my head forward to stop my nose from bleeding.
"FINE! WAIT AND SEE WHAT I HAVE PLANNED FOR YOU!"
He rips off my clothes and leaves me naked.
He punched me over and over until his hand started to bleed.
He slams the door and locks it.
I sob and curl up in a ball.
"Please Jane, save me"
I whisper as I feel myself losing consciousness.

Jane's POV

My mom meets me upstairs
I immediately cry the minute I see her
"Oh baby"
"Someone's taken her ma and I don't know who"
A tear rolls down my cheek
"You'll find her sweetie."
I nod and go into the bullpen.
Frost and Korsak have an anguished look on their faces.
"Did you guys find something?!"
My ma puts her hand on my shoulder.
"Jane I don't think you want to see this..."
"Fuck off Frost play the clip now."
I see her abduction and my knees buckle.
"We've got a plate."
"Run it."
I tell them as I'm on the floor crying.
"Jane you need to go home. You can't work like this"
"I can't go home, it'll remind me of her."
"Jane you can stay at mine"
Frankie picks me up off the floor
"Thanks bro"
He hugs me and then we walk out.
I go to Frankie's and we snuggle on the couch
"I don't think I can sleep alone tonight?"
I question.
I hate being so vulnerable.
"You can sleep in my bed."
"Thanks Frankie!"
I get a phone call months later
It's Korsak.
"Jane, we've got an address! We're getting ready to breach. We need you to be here because it seems likely she's here!"
"On my way!"
We rush to the scene and I hear a gunshot.
A couple of minutes later , they wheel a badly injured Maura out.
"Oh baby"
I say as I rub her hair.
Her head is bleeding, she's naked and her ribs are severely bruised.
"Did they rape you baby?"
She nods her head rapidly as if she's panicked and they wheel her into the ambulance.
"It's okay baby, you're safe now and I'm not leaving you."
I hold her hand as the paramedic inserts an in.
"She's been starved and assaulted many times."
The paramedic whispers to me
"What does her recovery time look like?"
"She's definitely got a fractured rib so in my opinion, I'd say about 6 months.
"Jane, I love you."
She whispers to me
"I love you more Maura"
They wheel her into a room and I follow.
"We need to do a kit."
The rape crisis person informs me
"Can she please stay?"
Maura looks panicked and she's not calming down.
"Baby Sh sh deep inhale... one...two"
"Yes of course you can stay"

Maura POV

"Please put your legs in the childbirth position Dr.Isles"
"Please call me Maura"
I put my legs up in the childbirth position and it stings like a bitch..
"When was the last time you were raped Maura?"
"This morning"
I say with shame projecting in my voice as she swabs me.
She collects my clothes and hair samples.
I cry as she documents my injuries.
"Can I take a shower now? I feel all icky"
I tell the doctor as I shudder.
They give me the morning after pill and some injections.
"Of course."
"Baby I can't do it by myself"
I admit as a tear falls
"That's okay I can help."
I nod as she lifts me up out of the bed and brings me back into my room.
I am still crying so she hugs me.
I wince a little
"I'm so sorry, did i hurt you baby?!"
She has a panicked expression.
"No no baby I just am sore."
She nods.
She puts on a old hospital gown and she takes off my clothes careful not to hurt my already aching body but I still wince.
She carefully helps me to step into the shower.
She lets the water rain down on me while holding me under the armpits.
I sob.
"Sh I've got you baby"
She smiles.
I look up at her and I turn around to her
I hug her and let myself be vulnerable.
She helps me to get dry after rinsing out my hair and she gets me into a hospital gown.
She gives me a pair of her boxers so that I don't feel fully naked.
I lie in the bed and fight sleep as Jane watched me
I open my eyes and yawn.
"You can sleep baby, I'll be right here when you wake up baby don't worry you're safe now."