Finding Her

Pain

"Dad stop please?!"
I cry as he kicks me in the ribs.
"I'll never stop! This is what you deserve!"
Tears fall as he continues kicking
He pulls me up by my shirt
"How much more can you take?!"
"STOP"
I sob
He rips my shirt off and he gropes me
He carries me upstairs and he handcuffs me to the bed
He quickly yanks off my pants and panties
I scream as he forces himself inside of me.
He is trusting back and forth.
I'm screaming and sobbing.
He eventually gets off.
He lies down next to me
"That was great"
I'm not even speaking
All I'm doing is mumbling incoherent nonsense
"Eugh...me...ow?"
He stares at me
"Get these off"
I cry as I pull at the handcuffs
"I'm afraid I can't baby"
I let out a horrifying scream
He is shocked
"I can't believe you act like this!"
"I'm sorry!"
He slaps me as I continue to sob
I wake up screaming and Jane is there
Jane rubs my back as I get my breath back Tom normal.
"That's it, deep breaths baby"
"Nightmare" is all I manage to say.
She nods
I tell her about it as she holds me
"Oh baby I'm so sorry."
"He- he was so in love with me! I hated him?"
"He couldn't take a hint"
I whine to her
"Sh I'm here"
She smiles.
I get up and she makes breakfast.
My morning sickness had decreased so that's amazing.
I eat the breakfast she made
She finishes feeding me and then she washes up.
"Can we go baby shopping today please?"
I question.
"Of course!"
"Yay"
I kiss her passionately then we go out
We buy some clothes
We buy two cribs and the store employee brings it to the car for us
We put them together when we get home.
I grin.
"This is such a cute moment"
I comment as I fold the baby clothes.
"I love it"
She finishes setting the crib up with the bedding
I yawn
We head up to bed after dinner
"Tomorrow you have an appointment with Sandy. It's at the hospital instead of here are you okay with that?"
She tells me as I get changed
"Yeah that's fine. Can you come with me please?"
"Of course baby"
I smile
"I love you so much"
I comment
"I love you more than words can describe"
She gets into her pyjamas as I use the bathroom.
I then lie down in bed and I pull the cover over me.
Jane kisses me before turning off the lamp
I kiss her back then I turn off my lamp.