Finding Her

Hotel

My dad watches me like a hawk when I wake up in the hotel room
He watches as I stretch.
He watches as I use the bathroom
He watches as I pull my clothes onto my aching body.
He then sits down next to me.
"It's time for breakfast"
"I'm not hungry"
He sighs
"You're coming downstairs to eat and that's final.
He grabs my arm as I cry
"Let go!"
"You don't get to order me around!"
He slaps me and then he takes me to get breakfast.
He forces me to eat then he makes sure that I don't purge.
I hate him with a passion
He locks me in the room again since he has to go to the convention.
I cry as I pace the floor.
He comes back around 6.
He hangs up his coat
"Long day?"
I question as I pop the bottle of champagne.
"You can say that again!"
He takes his shoes off then he pours himself a glass
"Answering boring questions about research is so fucking annoying."
He pours me a glass.
I sip on it.
I sit down on the bed and I relax
I watch as my dad pours himself another glass
He gets into a pair of pjs.
I don't look while he gets changed.
"Get into your pjs now!"
He raises his voice and it makes me shiver.
He grabs my pjs and he throws them at me.
I get off the bed and I go to get dressed in the bathroom
He yanks me back by my neck
"Change here!"
"Can't- I just get dressed in the bathroom?"
"Nope"
He plops himself down awaiting for me to get undressed
I slowly take off the massive sweater I was wearing to hide the fresh cuts I had made whilst he was gone.
I remove my tank top and bra.
"You bitch!"
He yells as he grabs me
"You've been harming yourself again Maura!"
He puts me lying on my stomach.
"I'm sorry! Please don't hurt me."
"I'm going to spank you!"
He yanks my jeans and panties down as I swear.
"Okay you've just earned yourself 20 more spankings."
"No! No please!! I'm sorry?"
He starts to spank me with his bare hand then he grabs the paddle
I sob as he spanks me hard.
He pulls me over his knee for the last ten
He lets me cry into his chest afterwards
"Have you learned your lesson slut?!"
"Yes I'm sorry dad."
"Show me them red and bruised cheeks darling"
I rub my cheeks as I get off his lap
He swats my hands away and I hear a camera click.
I turn around quickly
He spanks me once more
"Turn around and stay facing the wall!"
He yells.
He gets a better picture as I sob
"Shut up and pull up those pjs."
I pull the pyjama pants and I cry at the sudden sharp sting.
"Now darling get into bed with me"
I reluctantly get in beside him.
He forces me to touch him underneath the blanket
"That's it baby. You like playing with daddy's cock right?"
I nod my head as I continue getting him off.
I then wash my hands afterwards
I go to sleep quickly
I wake up screaming.
It's 6am so I go into the living room to find Jane.
"Janey- I'm so sorry! I couldn't find you!"
"Sh sh hey it's okay baby. I'm here."
She takes me into her arms and she cradled me
"You're safe."
I explain about my nightmare then we cuddle on the couch
I actually fall asleep because I'm overtired