Finding Her

Dreaming

Allen puts his hand over my mouth.
"Sh sh my mother is coming over today so you have to be quiet!"
"Do you understand?"
I nod and he takes his hand off.
He leaves and then he comes back.
He puts a scarf in my mouth as I cough.
I kick around so he chains me.
I stare up at the ceiling.
A couple of minutes later, I hear light footsteps.
It's a woman's footsteps.
A old and frail woman.
"It's smells awful in here Allen"
"I'm sorry Ma, I just haven't had time to clean up"
"Still haven't got a girlfriend I see?"
"Ma I told you to stop asking that"
"Your father and I thought you were gay!"
So he is from Boston
I start to sob and I end up coughing.
"What was that noise?"
His mother questions
"It's me mom, I think we should go for coffee."
"Yes it smells of mould in here , no wonder you're coughing"
I hear the door shut and footsteps descending.
Suddenly Allen bursts in.
"I'm going to beat you so hard when I get back!"
He slaps me and then he removes my gag.
"Just so you don't choke and die before I get to punish you!"
I sob as he slams the door shut.
A couple of hours later , he opens the door.
"Look what I picked up."
He pulls out a belt.
"What are you going to do?"
I question as a tear falls
He fold the belt so that the buckle is there.
He yanks me down in the bed and he pulls my top up.
He beats my stomach with the belt as I sob.
He then spins me around and my chains get tangled
He sits half on my ass as I sob because I'm under pressure.
He beats my back with the belt and yells things at me
"WHY DON'T YOU JUST LOVE ME?"
"SAY THAT YOU ARE SORRY FOR WHAT YOU DID!"
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry please stop....it hurts"
He turns me back around and he pulls up my skirt.
He unzips his jeans and he sticks it inside as I sob
"What...what are you sorry for?"
He grunts as he retracts and moves forward
"I'm sorry...for coughing..."
I tremble in fear as he cums inside of me
"Good girl."
He taunts.
I wake up shivering in Jane's arms
"I'm sorry"
"Don't be baby, you're safe now"
I nod and we go to a restraint to have breakfast.
"I was thinking we should go away for a while"
I question to her
"I'd love to, we could go to Italy?"
"Yes I would love to go there"
We book flights for the next day.
We go home and immediately pack.
We let everyone know and then we cancel the therapy session.
"It's good to hear that you're going away but I'll have to see you after you come back which might be a while"
"That's fine"
I embrace Jane as we both make dinner
We eat it and then head to bed because we have an early start.