Finding Her

Hurt

Allen chains me to the bed
"How dare you use the bathroom without my permission!"
"I- I had to go!"
"You could've held it!"
"No! I had to pee so I went to the bathroom,  that's my basic human fucking right!"
He slaps me hard as I cry
He yanks off my shorts as I sob.
"Allen please stop it!"
"You refer to me as Sir bitch!"
"Okay okay I'm sorry sir!"
He gets inside of me as I yell in pain
"Owwwww?"
I scream as he pulls out with a massive force that ripples through my whole body.
He grins once he realises that I've just came.
"That's what you get baby"
He hurries off to the bathroom to take a shower as i convulse.
I'm shaking and my legs are hurting so bad.
I feel so weak
I should've been able to escape by now!
He comes back with wet hair.
"Do- do you think that I could have a shower sir? Please- I promise I'll never do anything bad again! I promise to ask permission to use the toilet or even to stand up, just please let me take a- shower"
"Of course honey. You're learning honey"
He leads me into the bathroom
He lets go of my hand and I remove my tank top
He stares at my body
"You're getting even skinnier."
He comments as he feels me up.
"Can- can I get in the shower now sir?"
"Yes baby"
I get into the shower and I begin to wash my body down as he watches.
He watches as I start to sob.
I rub the shampoo into my hair quickly then I rinse it
I do the same with conditioner.
He watches as I soap myself up.
"Can- can I shave?"
He shakes his head
"Please? I feel- so hairy and it feels so- gross!"
"Fine"
He unlocks his medicine cabinet and he pulls out a men's razor
He goes to hand it to me then he pulls his hand back as I go to take it
"You didn't think I'd actually give you a razor?! Did you?!"
He laughs
He shaves me
It was the most humiliating thing ever.
He shaves me down there too and he rubs me.
I cry as he put the razor back into the medicine cabinet and locked it
He feels up my freshly shaved body
"You're so smooth not even one leg hair"
He grins.
"I know, great isn't it"
I say sarcastically.
He slaps me as we head back into the bedroom
I sob as he lifts me into the bed.
"I'm not doing you! You've pissed me off beyond belief"
"Okay I'm so sorry!"
"You're such a liar!"
I take a deep breath as he stares.
I wake up with a start
Jane holds my hand as I clutch my chest
"You're okay, you're okay, deep breaths baby"
She holds me tight
"I'm- I'm okay"
We talk about my nightmare then I get up
I give my bump a slight rub whilst getting dressed.
"I'm gonna love this child no matter what"
I comment.
"Me too honey."
She smiles as she pulls on a bra.
I finish getting dressed then we head out for the day.
I buy some more baby clothes
"Look how cute!"
Jane comes over with a baby grow
"Awwwww"
"We have to get it"
She grins
"Yes add it into the cart."
She puts it in and she puts a hand on my bump.
She grins with happiness.
I do too.
We head home after a long day of shopping
"We need to do a food shop tomorrow baby"
"Okay."
I head to bed after dinner