Finding Her

Bath

She runs the bath as I sit on the edge of the bed.
"It's ready honey"
I sit in the same place.
"Do you need help getting undressed baby?"
I nod ashamed.
"That's fine baby"
She brings me into the bathroom.
She removes my top and sees the other cuts I've done to my stomach.
"Why didn't you tell me?"
"I just couldn't...I didn't want to upset you"
"You need to tell me where you do them baby"
"Everywhere"
I say as a tear falls
"Everywhere?"
I nod.
She takes off my trousers and sure enough theres cuts covering every part of my legs.
"Baby you're addicted..."
"I know, I can't stop"
She takes off my panties as I sob.
There's cuts on my ass and I cover my face with my hands as she inspects them.
She then eases me into the bath and I cry as my cuts sting.
They're littered all over my chest just like a bra covering them.
She holds my hand as I sob.
"Sh sh baby I know it hurts."
She takes off her clothes and gets in behind of me.
She embraces me as I cling to her boobs.
She lets me cling to her for the whole bath.
She gives me my favourite teddy bear that smells just like her so that she can dry me off
She lets me hold onto her until I go asleep