Finding Her

Hospital

Jane wakes me up.
I instinctively start to scream and she comforts me as Sandy watches.
Sandy sits down and watches as I calm down.
"Hello Maura. I'm so sorry"
"It's fine , it's okay. Everything's fine"
"You don't know what you are saying Maura"
Sandy comments
"How dare you say that to me!"
"Maura please , baby I know you aren't fine."
Jane comments
"I don't want to talk about it"
I mumble.
"Baby please"
She begs
"He wanted me. He picked me to be his submissive and he didn't like when I rebelled. I taunted him by wearing that skirt and it's all- it's all my fault!"
I sob as I realise.
Jane looks mad at me and Sandy does too.
"Baby how can you blame yourself! You did nothing , all you did was wear a skirt!"
I cry as she holds me in her arms
"I agree with what Jane said. You did nothing wrong , you were just being yourself"
I continue sobbing and I begin to scratch at my scars.
Jane holds my arms.
"Baby please don't hurt yourself."
Sandy leaves and Jane holds me as I sob.
She holds me until I fall asleep.