If Only [COMPLETED]

Chapter 1

Mondays are literally the most hated day of Freen, due to the fact that she needed to wake up early. She also needed to go early to school since she is the Campus President. She's the head president to all the department and she is literally living her life like a robot at the same time.

Sometimes she think that's she's not even studying anymore. She feel likes she's just studying to work at school instead of learning.

Freen Sarocha, a third year Art student who possess great skills in arts and is an achiever of everything. She got the beauty, brain, body and the attitude everyone would ever ask for. She was an angel sent from above.

But time really do change people. Few years back Freen disappeared from everyone. She shut everyone out including her friends and suddenly appear all of a sudden again.

She was unpredictable. You can't tell what she like or dislike. You can't tell if she's happy or not. And you can't tell if she's really telling the truth or not.

That's how secretive Freen Sarocha is. Right after the pain she suffered when her father left her, everything for her change.

Including her heart.

"Freen's POV"

Mondays are the days wherein I needed to go to school because I should be preparing things first day of the week. I am given the task to check everything first before the school start. And as much as I hate it. I really don't wanna wake up this early.

I mean who would ever wanna wake up 6:30 in the morning when their classes is still two hours from now right.

Oh God help me.

I look at myself in the mirror and saw how gorgeous I look. I really do look exactly as my Mom, from my eyes, to my nose, down to my lips. Everything about me includes Mom. It is visible and it won't go unnoticed when you look at me.

I resemble my Mom.

And talking of mom, she's literally calling me right now so I need to answer the phone right away.

"Hello Mom." I tucked my phone between my right cheek and my shoulders as I tie the laces of my shoes.

"Freen darling how are you? I'm sorry I called this early." I hear mom say on the other side.

"It's okay mom, no biggie. I'm heading to school."

"It's still so early Freen, why go there this early?"-Mom.

"I got a lot of work to do at school Mom, I needed to be there early. I'm the school president remember." I cooed and fix myself one last time at the mirror before throwing my bag on my shoulders and took the car keys as I go down.

I've been living alone since college year. I wanna be independent and do not want mom to worry about me. I don't want to be a burden to her so I decided that I should live alone so that I can get used to it.

"Awww my poor baby, have you been sleeping well?"-Mom.

"Yes Mom I am." I answered. "Mom I feel bad for cutting this short but I needed to go now." I apologized and I hear her sigh.

"Okay darling,drive safely. I love you."-Mom.

"You too mom." I throw my phone at the passenger seat as I started the ignition putting my fooy on the clutch pedal and drove right away to school.

The drive was long and this is where I always get tired about. When I drive so early in the morning when all I wanna do is lay on my bed with my pillows and blankets beneath me giving me comfort while I sleep soundly under it still drifting off to Dreamland but right now that's the least that I would do.