If Only [COMPLETED]

Chapter XXXV

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Freen
It's been days since Becky kissed me in that bonding. And I never ever felt extra happy about it. But what is eating me out is the guilt and the fright of Becky cheating on her boyfriend and she's cheating with me. That's the least that I want her to do.

We became more and more closer. I'm not tense anymore when Becky do something that cross that friends line. We always spend time with each other and the sleepovers every after the study session become our routine. We we're a couple to be exact,but it's far from a fairytale love story. Because she was the princess who met was the villain one time in the dark as she was waiting for her prince. I was the antagonist on the pages of the chapters and Non is where her main story revolves. I was only the side job.

On the other hand, I am scared for the both of us. We are both known at school since Rebecca is one of the most gorgeous visual of WFU and I am the president of the said campus. But no matter how scary it may seem, I can't help myself but long for Becky's touch. Like I was addicted to her making me stick back on this situation no matter how complicated it is.

I was never a person who settle for less, or for a person who treats me as a second option... But with Becky I guess I just did.

"Hey." Rebecca called as she sat beside me on the benches. She just got off from her second exam and now she's here with me behaving like a little baby.

"Hey Bec."

"What are you doing here?" She ask."Your mind seems so preoccupied."

"Nothing." I replied as I look at her. And then there goes my heart again, it still beats the same everytime she's with me. Like it knows when to skip a beat everytime Rebecca is giving me those eyes that almost pierce my soul everytime we are together.

"Is there something on my face?" She ask.

"Nothing. Your just so pretty." I cooed.

"Your falling in love again Sarocha." She replied laughing.

I am Rebecca. Are you feeling the same? My inner self ask. She's right i'm falling in love over and over again if it's her, if it's Armstrong, if it's Rebecca. But the question is, did she ever felt the same?

It's killing me thinking that I am the only one feeling something in this set up. I cannot just claim her and have her for myself when she's tied up with someone else.

I already steal her away. And I can't risk stealing her heart from him.

"How's the exam?"

"It's okay, i'm confident with my answers." She replied. " I know I can pass again this time."

I nodded. I am so proud about Becky's improvement. After she pass the first exam, she was getting more and more skilled and good about the exams she's gonna be taking and she always pass.

"Your zoning out again. Are you sure your okay?" She ask.

"Yes, I am. Sorry." I replied.

"How about we go to the park? Let's have fun Freen."

"At this hour? It's freaking 2PM Becky the sun is scorching hot." I replied."And besides, we still have classes to attend."

Becky puckered her mouth like she was sulking so I patted her head gently and pinch her cheeks making her groan in response.

"After our classes, we will go okay. But no ditching classes." I swing my bag on my shoulder leaving Rebecca still sitting on the ground as I started walking away to join my class.