If Only [COMPLETED]

Chapter XXIII

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Becky
It was a crowded loud atmosphere as I sneak myself in entering the school gymnasium as loud scream of support from students can be heard. It was Non's game again. He was a varsity player and is also the captain on his team that's why he give efforts in almost all of their game. Walking forward, I sneak in between his team and sat upon the vacant seat on the first row as they start chasing after the ball.

I was physically there but my mind is absolutely absent in the making. I am preoccupied. I can't focus on his game and gives my full support on my boyfriend because I am thinking about a particular girl 2 hours away from me. It's only been a few hours but I somehow felt lonely when she's not around. No one is glaring at me in the corner of my eye when i'm goofing around school. No one is ordering me to bring her food or make her coffee when she's doing some paper works. And no one is pestering me to study about my lessons when i'm doing nothing at all. Freen is all over the place. She was like my other mom who always remind me the do's and don't's. The only difference is she happened to be someone I know at school and is the most genius student in class. She was everything anyone could ever ask for. Her next boyfriend must be so lucky.

But I don't want her getting herself a boyfriend.

My head snapped so I shook my head getting rid of the nonsense thought in my head.

"Hey babe. How are you?" I heard Non say as he jogged over my direction slumping himself on the chair next to me as he drank the water in his hands.

"Hey babe. I'm good." I replied. "Bout'you? Everything good?" I ask back and he nodded his head in response.

"I miss you." He pulled me closer as he lay his chin on the crock of my neck while his hands are snaking around ng waist and I swear all eyes are on us the moment he did that.

His touch are so far from hers. Freen barely touch me or she

just brush over her fingertips on my skin but i'm feeling electrocuted when she does. His smell is manly and intoxicating, while her's is cool and addicting. It was a mixture of sandalwood flower and amber . Her scent is addicting. And so does that woman. Why are you thinking about someone else Rebecca? Your with you boyfriend.

I shut my eyes tight as pictures of that woman flash around my eyes.

"Babe." Non shook my shoulders as he pull away. "I said I miss you."

"I miss you too." I whispered back composing myself.

"Gosh, I thought you didn't miss me back at that moment." Non replied letting go of the hug as he pulled me up from my chair.

"Where are we going?" I ask.

"We're heading out. I wanna have a date with you. " He started pulling me away from the gymnasium with his right hand while the other one is groping the strap of the bag wrap around his left shoulders.

"Where are we going Non?"

"To our usual spot."

He open the door of his car before slowly guiding me inside. But then again, I can't help but to compare him again with Freen. Freen open the door for me and so does he. The only difference is that Freen would never start the car unless i'm already good to go checking if my belts are well fastened. Non on the other hand,also open the door me but he just guide me upon entering the car without asking if my seatbelt is buckled up or not.

"Babe?" Non ask.

"Y-yeah?"

"Are you okay?, Your so quite." He cooed reaching for my hand that's resting on my lap.