Chapter 77 - I Feel Nothing

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[Correlates with Chapter 23-25 After The Runaway. Book 3]



"What the fuck" I said out loud as I saw a car parked in the street in front of the house.

"Who's car is that?" Travis asked me.

"No clue." I said then jumped out of the car.

"Hey want me to come in with you?" I heard Travis yell to me.

"Nah" I yelled back then ran to the front door.

Who the fuck is here?

I swung open the front door to reveal Mackenzie standing right there... with Chase? His eyes widened a bit. I felt anger building inside of me fast.

"What the fuck" I repeated. Am I so drunk that I'm seeing things?

"Jason" She went to talk, but then this piece of shit Chase started to talk.

"Jason? I thought it was Justi-" I punched him right in the face making him stop talking. He stumbled back and held his jaw. Why can't he just leave us alone? The hospital was one thing, but now he is in our house. And Mackenzie is fine with it?

"What the fuck are you doing in my house?" I yelled at him.

"I just wanted to see how things were here. Y-you know after the accident" he stuttered. He was scared and he should be. And I can tell he is lying to me. You can sense the fear.

"You have five seconds to get out of my house or you will be pulled out of here on a stretcher. Got it?" I demanded.

"Listen I don't want any probl-" I cut him off by grabbing him by his collar.

"Stop!" I heard Mackenzies voice. Her soft voice can't stop me now. I'm angry at her. So fucking angry. How dare she allow him in this house.

"Okay I'm going!" Chase yelled as I was dragging him to the front door. Once he was out, I slammed the door shut. I took a deep breath trying to control myself, but it wasn't working. I faced my wife who looked scared. Why scared? Is she hiding something?

"What the fuck do you think you're doing?" I yelled at her. "I leave and you have him over? Are you fucking him?!" I yelled even louder at her. She looked terrified. Good. She should be.

It was like a flip switched in my head. All my anger was towards her. All kind of thoughts swarmed my head. My brain was telling me 'she's cheating', 'she's not loyal now', all types of crazy things coming at me at once.

"He stopped by because he said he wanted to talk. Nothing happened. I promise we didn't do anything. I wouldn't do that-" I cut her off.

"Liar" I said as I looked her in the eyes. She looks scared. That must be something because she isn't scared of me. "You cheated or else you wouldn't look so scared"

"I'm scared because of the way you're acting" She tried to tell me. "I didn't cheat on you" She added. I hate that my thoughts are telling me not to believe her. Because why else would he be in our house alone with her at this time of night? All of it points to cheating. I might black out. I groaned and punched the wall. How could she do that?

"It's not what it looks like I swear" I heard her say. I looked at her again. It's like I'm seeing a different person. It's like I'm seeing her change right in front of me.

"Get out of my face" I told her. She shook her head to say no. "Now!" I yelled which made her jump.

"Jas-"

"I don't want to hear it" I snapped at her. I need my thoughts to stop. It's like a million things at once. I can't believe I just came home to a guy, that I've already had problems with, in my home. It makes no sense. "He was in our house!" I yelled at her. "And you" I started to laugh to myself. Just when I thought things were perfect. Things will never be perfect. There's has been so many problems this year. "You took the chance since you knew I would be gone a while-"

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