WhiteGXRoblox's Slice of Journal 2

13 - 15 September 2024

13 September 2024

(Past midnight) I was so exhausted, I accidentally fell asleep while leaving my PC screen on, fast noodle plate unwashed. And I get pleasure by sleeping and stretch my body.

Because of YH's clothes in Washing machine overnight, and he fell asleep only to be taken out in the morning. Here's my laundry stocking up high and unwashed. Damn. And I woke up by 12pm already, I should get ready to get to my buddy Ken's place again.

Today's sunshine so brightly. I set off from dorm by 1PM. Think I will eat at somewhere on the way, YY keep asking me if I am able to make it to Arcade or not but I have to do the rehearsal. Here I am again, Got by the station of Metro Prima to meet Ken my classmates again for rehearsal. By exactly 2PM.

We rehearsed better than before. Wrapped with at 4pm, decided to play with Ken's cats a bit. I am not sure should I meet YY on my way back to Arcade there. With that, I told YY I am done rehearsing despite it's about to be 5pm anyway. I decided to eat mixed rice restaurant down where Ken my friend live. It is amazing they have convenient and good places below unlike mine.

By the arcade, I met up with Alvin, YY, and ZX. These are known old arcade buddies. But we aren't that close much now but we still played 3 games together. Had fun and my anxiety is relieved. Able to have fun chatting with them about car datas. YY left early after we done playing by around 5pm. I also helped Alvin to beat a difficult WMMT venue crown.

On the way back I bought some snack , milk and packaging food like fast noodle as such. But should be fine on my expense. I saw 2 pair of spicy noodle chopsticks hanging outside the package. There was no sign of package opened so I took it and not caught and unsure if I should be charged but it would be used for my videography assignment project. Anyway, next week we gotta figure out the outfit for the shoot. Me and Ken, for tonight I will rest and do laundry.

My mom called me by 8pm about My brother's performance in Tuition and she's a bit and concerned and want to talk it about with me. But total just want to sharing thoughts and concern to talk with which is relevant with me. 

Anyway, I did portion of my laundry. And watching Shikanoko anime with my online discord friends. I like how despite my friend not a weeb but is in love with this anime. Pretty successful huh?

I bought The Crew 2 while ago and installed it tonight. Anyway, whatever is it. I lost my sense of direction last night And because I didn't adjust the fan and sleep without taking a bath I felt kinda uncomfy.

14 September 2024

I woke up wondering where I am doing wrong. I don't think I am working hard enough to get a good job. Like I don't actively look onto society, job or sharpening my skills in media designing skills. The only thing I am eager to do consistently is whatever need to be done or necessery when in needed.

To simply put, I only do what's essential instead of going for more or extra. Because I don't want to be that one who obssesed in video games. At the same time I am not, I am not even playing games as much as before and I am not even doing well in games. Well maybe except Project SEKAI. I mean in popular games out there. At this point I am just doing stuff where my heart take me.

I want to remind myself that is Yes I have time to rest and scroll social media but since you have time why don't you do the work and something productive? I mean, it's good but it feel burn out to do so. Oh right, why don't you listen to music while doing it?

I already promised myself to do assignments again, and here i went off playing GTA:Online customizing cars for hours.

Now my Patrick out for trip, I wonder if I should ask him for overseas WMMT car data registeration but I am sure Sam more eager to do so even I am trying to reduce my plays on WMMT. And YY want to schedule a team tag on Monday and Tuesday as since he also reminded me there's public holiday in Malaysia for next Monday / Tuesday.

Just like that I played whole day until night without going out to eat, just to survive a day using Cereal & Fast Noodle. Bad news is I didn't do my assignments today. Good news is I hesitated myself to go play at arcade. Why? I love modifying cars and playing GTA:Online by myself.

15 September 2024

You won't believe this, hours ago I mean last night I was watching few episodes of Shikanoko with my online discord friend and went off playing ROBLOX Decaying Winter just to make a thumbnail for my friend showing off my skills on Adobe Programs. Then past 3 AM I decided to play Adult Visual Novel Strategy game to 10 AM then sleep. This is crazy.So today, I woke up by 3:48 PM for a full well sleep.

The bamboo hat I ordered arrived this afternoon. Everyone seems to be playing very well at arcades and video games. Knowing that I am satisfied with PC games. I decided to go out and eat. Whatever it is, I gotta go out even I may meet Sam at arcade today.

YY wanted to invite me to play WMMT Team Tag with him by Mid Valley within KL. Said we gonna meet the leader of a player team. Sounds fun but scary, I just say that I don't play much because how much I limited by credits usage.

Days ago I met SKY driving the very same small White kei car with his employee. I greeted him by the street as we bumped each other on our way. He looks cooler than before despite a senior old man. SKY is the old arcade buddy of mine that we havent play along together for very long time since he moved his job location to somewhere but he still like to order drinks and food from this very food court near where I live.

Small event but I was heading my way to eat at restaurant and I bumped into this very same street walk in seller that asks on your dining table that If you wanna buy his tissue or not. I witnessed that he done this multiple times and same places. It's a indian, with a left amputated arm. And now he walked in the very same restaurant I am dining in and I am eating.

Seeing him being ignored by senior citizens and all of them constantly, I am starting to feel bad. No, I ignored and rejected him few times. I only reluctantly did it because I wanna save, but since it's only tissues. How bad could it bad? I pulled out my wallet and a RM 1, waiting for him to approach me and buy one pack of his tissues right away, although I don't know the price but it's only RM 1. I feel better afterwards, No. I think it's just empathy. Out of other people he encountered, I will support him with just one ringgit note.

I sold my clean and empty Bandapassport card to a friendly stranger as well as give him a discarded vehicle card as compensation to sorry for swapping with the one cover of my RX-3 on it. But he said it's okay as long as it's usable it's fine. He also started playing and asked me for tips so I might as well as teach him the basic of Choosing your favorite car first and panel swap that you can switch AT and MT anytime.

I met this pro goes by the name 2K10. He's sounds and look very mature & incredibly chill for his 10 years experience. Even knowing about the daily title cycles for WMMT. Now playing with one of the veteran friend I know. Man, These are kind of chill players I like.

I just race against the pros in WMMT. And the one without slamming the wheels, when they play serious. They are calm and execute turns very nicely. But when they goofing around between friends they are extremely chill. Jarni & Vince is their name in the name team. Not only their skills. But also their personality too, near the finish line they are okay if I take the win. Even though we did a match of goofing around all the time and unintentional making ridiculous crashing and throwing traffics in WMMT.

I also chatted with them and handshaked them as thanks.They are incredibly chill & Mature.

YY changed plan again at night. Instead of Mid Valley, it be situated at take place at the usual mall's arcade I play at.