WhiteGXRoblox's Slice of Journal 2

14 May 2024

PJSK & ARCADE ADDICTION & DISTRACTED
This morning I can't shake my mind off Project Sekai and addiction to arcade. I am slowly becoming one of these kids who scroll shorts on YouTube everyday. Knowing I wasn't like that back then. Although I am well aware this kind habit will kill me someday.


INTROVERT BUT WANTED TO BE RECOGNIZED?I am somehow aware of my personality, I know I only talk about everything about me but I always keep that ego wanting to have attention. But is it a bad thing?


HELPING OUT WITH THE SCRIPTS AT COLLEGEI was a bit irritated but have to keep update with the director script but as script writer I have to rearrange some parts for specific few members to read. But instead of morning, Maybe they said for afternoon instead? But they have class so after they done after class theres probably fewer than few hours left enough for rehearsal I felt like this drama show is doomed without rehearsal

EEPY AT MORNING'Plus with the stomachache and diarrhea. It's not really helpful. Maybe having Cereal as breakfast & Fast noodle as dinner is not a good idea?


MET YH'S CAR AND KEN ON THE WAYWhile afternoon pm for lunch, I saw YH's car parked out by the regular restaurant I usually go. And walked in that confirmed it's actually him. Sat down to eat lunch with him, like usual. Class is already started but he arrives late because he doesn't like the class itself. Well, I can sympathize with him there.


CANT HELP KEEP FALLING ASLEEON DESK IN LIBRARYI intended help distribute the scripts for the drama to key actors/members and help Ken or trouble to write partially the scripts for him. I am not personally good at scripting but I have to do whatever I can to help this drama out.But my drowsiness is always killing me. And a few times I accidentally took a nap and thank goodness there's no class today. And I haven't done much progress on my assignments...Have to plug in headphones and listen to my favorite Project Sekai music to keep myself hyped awake. But often distracted myself and decide to look at lyrics to sing along.


NO REHEARSAL WERE DONE TODAY, WE ARE DOOMEDYep, I sat at library the whole day in college. And none of them came out for rehearsal after class. We are definitely screwed for this English Drama Show.


GOT NEW BODY COLOR AFTER BATTLING WITH ZF & PATRICKToday's arcade session, 3 game. Nonetheless a 4-way battle with me, Patrick, zF the veteran and one other veteran. I only managed to win one time against them. The rest are just zF and versus the other veteran. Before me and Patrick finishes & leaves the arcade. The veteran approached zF and kindly said "good game" and both smiled but when it comes towards me. He pretends to ignore and cold glance towards me. Although I am well aware that he is much more established businessman adult and even he dresses good everytime he comes. His personality is probably like that, maybe he is only willing to talk to whoever respects others and him. Or maybe is bit because I was chill battling him and think I am placing pity. But nevertheless, me and Patrick left the arcade before it closes. We discussed about it, but came to conclusion that we should just be ourselves and not think too much of others.Anyway, I am happy I finally got it done with the card line up in my WMMT6RR card data. Goldish Fuga, GDBC, SVX and Aristo. Except SA22C that's for its 2nd color. Welp, next goal is to fully tune the RX-3 which have high potential. And possibly less activity on my main Bandapassport.



WATERCOLOR PAINT ASSIGNMENTOh right, Beside just 2D Animation's Running and then there's Final assignment to make at least 10 seconds story animation of any. Drama english script, E-commerce which is coming soon. And there's small assignments that is A3 Paper water coloring using Warm/Cool color, which MZ did late in the night where everyone is asleep and she needs dinner. Perhaps I will prepare my equipment in bag and bug A3 paper tomorrow.

PATRICK, SAM AND I ARE VICTIM OF ARCADELot of in common between 3 of us. Beside just being recent new friends of arcade buddies. Patrick and Sam became great friends because of Taiko No Tatsujin in common. But we recently discovered Sam shares his thoughts on other social media platform in a WMMT group that both me and Patrick are actively in it . Although he also bluntly tell us his worries and concerns in discord's DMs but full context on open thread and post. Patrick and I found it related and talk about it. Decided to have us give him advices to help him. This, realizes and wake up call me. Regardless how good we or skilled in arcade games. It still comes down to unhealthy spending and habits. That need self control or we destroy ourselves like that. I found this very relatable and special scenarios. Very difficult compared to other arcade buddies and friends who is rich and played alot with tons of experience in these black hole arcade games. Majority plays it seriously while we just chill and play with having fun in mind.