WhiteGXRoblox's Slice of Journal 2

20 March 2024

Why the hell am I typing piles of crap on Reddit till 5am r/WMMT about how cars is like that makes me personally feel like I have nothing better to do with my life.

What is this stupid heavy dream. Like alternate universe me in college, my grade are no good and I meet lecturer afterclass. There's newly opened mall on the way that I can do terminal scratch to it in WMMT. Kelly classmate's become very good student model. But all happening in alternate universe and places but I am still me. It's 11am already, I should get up and get to college today.mmm my eye bags are super heavy.

Although there was an alarm at 10:30am but woke up at later 11am either way. Took a bath, get the Nasi Goreng leftover from Cafe then reheat it. Meanwhile CDY is also in the kitchen, reboiling the soup last night. She left it a bit while it boils itself and as I was reheating it, and I glanced that it's spilling out to the side onto the the electric cooker. I immediately shut off the power and call CDY to check it out, by then she told me that she will clean it herself and I help her out a little. On the other hand, PEN is haven't finish the color study assignment yet to draw perfect circles in it.

By 12:06pm, I am ready to head out. But the dormmate girls on other hand. They are having curry rice at common area, I won't bother them. For odd reason, It's 12:45pm by the time I arrives. Did I walk too slow to day because of daydreaming and deep thoughts on the way? Either way, the dormmate girls are here. Today we'll continue the lessons of Interface Design.

I planned to go to the Thompson hospital to check wherebouts Insurance claim since it's been quite a long time that even my dad asked me to which I planned it on the 22 March. I also asked about the mid semester assement and yes there is public holiday which starts from 5 to 12 April, So there is time for me to return for a week to celebrate my birthday with my family.

Learning the basics of connecting buttons and principles of aspect ratio take in place for desktop / mobile interfaces at figma websites, Hm. Class ended it earlier than expected, there's not many people or friends around. And the employees are busy for chit chat. I don't want to leave the college earlier either. Because I know well myself I return just to game and early to eat at night. Right, I should relax a little at student area and do daily objectives on my laptop. Although I should start already setting up sitemap for the portfolio website assignment or just do other easier assignments.

Not really much going on at arcade. As expected that it would have less activity than usual. No opponents, Not to mention no credits to play. I have to save until the end of the month for payday by youtube channel

revenue. Met Patrick again today, but we didn't play or stay much around today. So I decided to return by 8:30pm earlier than usual. Better use the time to rest, play PC games instead or do a single assignment. I am already overspending my budget so...

YH asked me if I can play GTA with him tonight. He sure love GTA huh, just like me back then. After some time thinking I told him "another day" and reason is wanting to play a different game myself. I dont want me between him playing the same game and same environment too frequently or I will tired out myself and less enjoyable to play. Like once my dad told me, "You can help the same person everyday but one day you didn't help them one day he will have bad impressions of you. On the opposite. You don't help him any day but one day you help him, you be praised." Something like that... it's called: the significance of consistency in kindness and the lasting impact it can have on relationships. It emphasizes the importance of consistently being there for someone versus sporadic acts of kindness. This concept aligns with the idea that consistent actions build trust and leave a lasting impression, whereas sporadic gestures may not have the same lasting effect. It's essentially about the power of consistent kindness versus occasional acts of generosity.

Weirdly, this time YH ask me what different game I am planning to play after I said let's play gta another day then. Initially I did ask him back what game are we playing then say another day so it make sense.

Spent the rest of the night talking to online discord friend. A bit of GT7 then full on Project Zomboid. To start a new game once more.

I have to take a toilet break at past midnight, as I exit the bedroom, I see CDY prepares fast noodle by herself at the common area. Just like that, we still walk past with each other without chatting. Eye contact to minimal and all, I guess the relationship between me and the dormmate girls are still not good.