WhiteGXRoblox's Slice of Journal 2

10-14 October 2024

10 October 2024

Dream, went surgery with decapitated left arm and have rely on classmates I know irl to call for help if someone forcibly remove my surgical stuff that holds my arm together. It terrifies me when it comes off I cannot move my left hand and I bleed so hard. I have to call for help so and try to attach my left arm. Ken in the dream guided me this time through structure warp. You're crazy you want me to hold the Camaro during fall. My left hand almost comes off when I try to grip and hold it with both of my hands After multiple weirdly puzzles against other death runners I accidentally bumped into someone reluctantly try to not let anyone get close to me that I have temporarily surgically left arm but fragile to keep intact until someone he try to mess with my left arm. Think I am messing around with fake left arm try to remove it and struggles with him. My right arm only have strength which I am weak with it.

After cry for help to make him stop attempting to remove my surgical items like pins and strings that holds my left arm together or it comes off, I bite his finger with my mouth and then I woke up.

Its 9:30 AM, my buddy Ken told me he is not going to college tomorrow. Probably tired of this class lectures, and now I am considered late, well I shall go either way.While I was showering, I remembered in the dream it was also other stuff that reminds me in the dream I was living in a bad world. Even my Bandapassport data were stolen or hacked by someone else. About the decapitated left arm situation, In real life I was sleeping in bad position so it numbed my left hand that makes the simulation even better from the fact I can't feel or control it.

While I was chilling by the Connivence store. Ken messaged me and want me to export the latest version of our commercial assignment so he know what voicelines and sound effects to foley on it.

And there's this another stranger beside me. He have really solid work on his laptop and then I started to strike a conversation as he pull out a very unique looking personal mouse.It was Logitech MMax, I got curious and question about the features that he elaborated that he could use on the programs and softwares especially work.

So on and eventually he gave me advices and shares similar topics. That he is working and I am studying. Although my stuff was amateur but he is alright with it. But what matters is that he shared me good words and advices that can be used for my future career path. Especially when I asked about intern stuff. I remembered his word sounds competitive but it's true. That it's a win-win for the company that they get to learn about you and let you taste the water of environment. And freelance is another thing that people could request and pay you to do stuff. I find it relatable because that's what I find it easy to digest his advices.

What he is working on is because he have to for the career. Which I find it surprising that it's different in passionate. He got big gig but doesn't know how to use the software and stuff so he have to learn it on the spot. The motto is, "Not to overthink too much and just do it. If you believe you can't do it, you won't able to do it." And he is still studying his other what he have passionate with. But of course, You would need to have portfolio or resume first. Canvas and Behance would helps..I find it very inspiring, he gave me his name card before leaving.It was raining hard though so he have to settle in the very same connivence table.

I discovered someone left unconsumed donuts and full drink by the bench when I am by Arcade. First I took it and ask around the players there, and then hand it over to the employee and staff. They told me to take it with me since it's closing and they couldn't do anything about it.So I keep it and placed beside me. Until I saw a Malay couple looking for something around the bench even inside the trashbin. I have a hunch it's them, I returned the food to them.And employee noticed and applause me for doing the right thing. Although I want to selfishly open the package and eat it...