Jacob Sartorius One Shots {NO LONGER ACTIVE}

You Find Out His Secret

~Jacobs P.O.V. (Shocker right 😂😂)~

"Shiiiiiiiiiiit"

Y/n's coming over in like 10 minutes and I honestly don't feel like seeing her today. I mean I love this girl to death but I just don't wanna see anyone. I've been giving her the cold shoulder for like 2 weeks and she's still talking to me. I'm so lucky, I'm treating her like absolute sh*t right now and she doesn't deserve it. Thinking about how bad of a boyfriend I am got me more depressed. Then the Instagram notifications.

"I hate you"
"gay and ugly"
"Why doesn't he just die already"

I put myself out there, but I never thought it would be this bad. I don't even know why I read these, Y/n loves me and that's all that matters, right? Knowing that I still find myself walking to my bathroom. Pulling out the razor blade I keep hidden under the sink. Sitting on the bathroom floor placing a cut on my arm for every comment I can remember. Crying my eyes out. I don't even know how long I was sitting there before I heard it. A sound that could chill anyone's bones. The gasp of someone you love. I looked at the the doorway and there she was. My beautiful girlfriend standing there with such a hurt expression.

"J-Jacob"

"Baby I can explain"

She walks in slowly, almost scared, and covered her mouth with her hand looking at how much blood I was loosing. Without even saying anything she started cleaning and bandaging my cuts. I watched as she worked noticing a few tears slip out of her eye. When she was done she sat on the floor next to me. I laid my head on her shoulder and she began stroking my hair.

"Y/n"

"Why Jacob"

"How else was I supposed to deal with the hate!"

"Talk to me! Talk to your friends! Talk to someone!"

I sigh knowing she was right.

"I'm sorry princess"

She doesn't say anything. I pick my head up from her shoulder and turn to see her crying. The type of silent cry that breaks your heart.

"B-baby I didn't mean to make you-"

"It's not you Jacob...just the fact that I couldn't make you happy"

Ugh I'm such a f*ck up. I grab both her hands forcing her to look at me.

"Y/n no one makes me happier than you, it's my problem"-

"No Jacob it's our problem...were in this together"

I stand up pulling her with me.

"Is this why you've been so distant lately"

"Yeah"
I answer her simply. I can tell keeping this a secret really hurt her, but it was something I had to do.

"Jacob"
She says quietly.

"Princess"
I answer back still afraid to screw up more.

"Will you stop, if not for you for me"
The intense look of worry on her face talks me I should say yes.

"Of course baby, I'll try"

"No Jacob I need you stop!"

Her sudden anger takes me by surprise as she hurries her face in my sweatshirt. I hug her back whispering gently in her ear as her tears saturate the fabric.

"I'm so sorry for putting you through this, I'll quit for you I promise"

"When your upset talk to me...please I'm here for you"

"I-I will"
I could only stutter. I've never seen Y/n get so worked up about anything, and believe me I've seen this girl at a Black Friday sale. She gave me what I had been missing: Someone who cares. I couldn't ask for a better girl.

Hey guys here's a kids sad one. Let me know what you think or like I always say send me requests, and btw who's feeling "Wrong" part 5???🤔🤔🤔~ Bianca