Jacob Sartorius One Shots {NO LONGER ACTIVE}

No Strings Attatched

I just noticed that I start almost every recent chapter with a dialogue, so I'm gonna attempt to switch it up. Might go well, might not. You never know.

It was a quiet Sunday night, or at least it was quiet until Jacob came over. You sigh to yourself laying in bed looking out the window at the moonlight shining through, currently the only light in your room.

"What are you thinking about"

He whispers, snapping you out of your trance as his soft lips place kisses on your neck.

"Nothing"

You answer cuddling into him as he wraps his arms tighter around you. He hums tiredly into your ear.

"That's not true, talk to me"

"What's the point, you made it pretty clear we only-"

"I know what I said, but I still care about you and I know your lying"

You shake your head no against him and he exhales deeply.

"It's about me isn't it"

You stay quiet, not wanting to admit what he already knew.

"We've talked about this love, you know I can't date you"

"Then why are you still here"

Jacob places another set of kisses on your neck between sentences.

"I love you, I just can't give you what you deserve"

"But J-"

"It's better this way, you understand"

You let out a breath you didn't know you were holding.

"Only for one of us"

You say quietly. He leans over you, propping himself up as he places a slow kiss on your lips.

"No strings, that's how it has to be"

You nod slowly although you didn't truly believe it.

"Speaking of which, I have to go"

He says as he starts getting up to put his clothes back on. You sit up in bed, eyes following him back and forth until he walks over now fully dressed and sits on the covers next to you.

"Are you sure your ok"

No idiot I'm not ok, I'm in love with you and you don't see it. On top of that you don't think your right for me but that can't be true because I already love you.

"Yeah"

You answer quietly. He sighs gently taking both your hands.

"Please understand love"

He leans in and you meet him halfway in another one of his warm kisses. You always wondered if he felt the same way when kissing you.

"I've really gotta go"

He says after pulling away. You nod watching him leave and then listening for the sound of your front door closing as he exited, all the while sinking back into the covers. As much as you love having him around, whatever you have with Jacob is screwing with your emotions. How could one person make you feel loved and unwanted at the same time. Your thoughts continue to run as you get up to go shower. Maybe going out the house will take your mind off him for a while.