Love Suicide

LI

DECEMBER 11: Friday

Her mother and her brother died two months ago. She's the one holding the gun while shooting her mom and her brother. It's not really bearable for me that she can do that stupid thing.

"Susubukan po namin lahat ng makakaya namin para mahanap siya." Tumango si Tita Zen at si Dave.

She's not that hard to love besides, she instantly hooked our hearts. She's not that hard to love but it's hard to let her go.

"Tara na." Pag-aaya ni Dave.

"Gano'n nalang 'yon?" Madiin kong tanong sa mga pulis na kaharap namin ngayon.

"Ken, hijo." Rinig kong pagpapatigil sa'kin ni Tita Zen.

"What if she's dead at this hour? What if something happened--"

"Hijo, 24 hours and kailangan para masabi nga nating nawawala siya." Pagpapaliwanag ng pulis.

I smirked from what he've said. "Oo nga, bumalik lang kami dito pero wala pa din kayong nagagawa!"

"Well that's the--"

"Then find her now, bullshit!" I walked out and went back to my car, not bothering that Tita Zen and Dave is still there. I saw them going in their car with Jacq's father.

Hanggang ngayon, hindi ko alam kung nasa'n pa din siya. 'Yong phone call kagabi, hindi ako pinatulog. Nagpunta ako ng ilang ospital dahil sa narinig ko sa kabilang linya kung bakit sila tumatawag ng ambulansya pero wala siya. Sana naman walang nangyaring masama sa kaniya.

I know it's really hard for her to live this kind of life. Putting the blame that she killed her own brother and mother is not a joke. How can a kind hearted person can kill her brother and her mother? Now I already know why she really wanted to die.

Before my mom could transfer me to Ventrix, I already know what happened and what's their recent news about their school that's why I immediately wanted to move to that school. After that, I met her online.

I already know what's her reason in the first place and she already know what's my reason. But up until now, I don't know to myself if I'll continue what we're tend to do.

As my feet landed on our house, I went to my room and didn't bother my sister on the sofa calling out my name. I walk through my Mama's door and swung it a bit to sneak if she's there. I saw her sitting infront of her laptop, typing some of her works. I slowly close her door and close my eyes as I enter my room.

I went to my drawer next to my bed. I gulp as I get the contract on my drawer. Death Authorities didn't know about this. That I didn't gave Jacq the contract. I didn't sign this contract and so she also didn't, because in the first place, she didn't know that there's a contract like this.

I close my eyes and let my tear run down my cheeks as I remember her.

"Damn, Jacq Nav. You're driving me crazy." I said as I stood up and went back to my car, ready to find her, again.

Nag-drive ako ng nag-drive hanggang sa maisip ko kung sa'n niya ako pinaka-unang dinala. Pumunta ako do'n at sana naman nando'n siya.