*Y/N POV*
Your eyes opened. You laid there for a moment, seeing if you were really alive. You were.
You shot up and looked at yourself and on your arms, grasping for air. You couldn't believe it at all.
"No bruises, no blood." You whisper, putting your hand on your neck. "No bite marks." You were feeling so much emotion right now, happy and sad, but more of confusion.
You stumble a little to get up from your attack. You were still a little bit sore from it, which was normal.
"Hello, Y/N." You hear a voice that will taunt you forever.
Lucifer's.
"How the hell did you get in the portal? Rowena-"
"Yeah, well Rowena sucks at her job. You should fire her." He facetious, while raising an eyebrow.
You look at him, confused and angry at the same time. You wanted to kill him, but you just stood there with no movement.
"That was meant to be funny. You can laugh." He encourages.
You look at him in rage.
"Get out." You demanded.
"Oh, I don't think you want me to do that. See those things that killed you earlier? One snap of my finger and you will relive the pain you already went through. I'm holding them back." Lucifer smirks at you.
You look, and there was about twenty hellhounds/ vampires, looking hungry.
"What do you want?" You say, hopeless with rage.
"Oh, and by the way, you're welcome for bringing you back. I'm hurt that you didn't say thank you." He scoffs, sitting down on a piece of rock.
"What? What did you say?" You asked, confused.
"Yeah, how do you think you are alive? Just good luck?" He scoffs.
"There is no such thing as luck if your last name is Winchester." You say, looking down at the ground.
"Well, consider this a another chance at life." He smiles. You weren't amused.
"So, you brought me back? Why?" You say boldly.
"Because your my fwiend." He jokes.
"Why?" You yelled. You heard the zombie vampires in the background. You looked at them, then back at Lucifer.
"Look, we had a deal. I wasn't going to go back on it by just letting you die just like that, even though after all you have been through, you should be dead." Lucifer states.
He stood up from the rock and crossed his arms.
"You didn't help me. Instead, you fought us for your grace to open the portal. That deal is off the table." You cross your arms as well.
"We need to settle another deal, then, don't we? So you're going to keep on running away from Michael until you lose? He's going to get your vessel any time soon. You should think some more about this." Lucifer puts his hand on his chin.
"No, no more deals with you. I'm done. Kill me if you want to. But do me a solid, huh? Don't bring me back. I'm tired of not knowing if I'm going to come back or not. Just tell me that this is my final death. Don't tell my brothers that I came back to life. I just want the suffering to end." You sighed roughly, with your tears popping out of your eyes.
"I'm not going to do that. Besides, the deal is easy peazy, lemon squeezy." He says happily. He smiles again.
You both let silence hit the room.
"What's the matter, you don't think you deserve to go back to Sam? Dean? Cas? Jack?" When Cas came out of his mouth, he raises an eyebrow and gives you a little smirk.
"Why did you give me a look when you said Cas like that?" You asked in confusion.
"Oh, don't pull my tail, Y/N. Everyone knows what's going on between you two." He scoffs.
"Nothing is going on between me and him." You say in a hostile voice.
"Ah, come on." He pressures you to say your real feelings about Cas, but you didn't budge.
"If there was, we couldn't do anything about it anyway. He's an angel and I'm a human. It wouldn't work." You say.
"Look, I will take you to your family right now, if you tell me where Jack is." He offers.
"I just died. I have no idea where Jack is." You lied.
"Come on, you know where Jack is. I know where Jack is. I know that you were looking for him. I just wanted to see if you were lying." He looks at you, shaking his head.
"I don't know where they are. I just know that they are at a camp. That's all I know, I swear." You were telling the truth. "Before I could even find the camp, I died."
"I want to speak to Jack." He demands.
"That's probably not going to happen. Dean and Sam won't let you go near that kid." You say in a direct way.
"No? But if they want you back." He threatened again.
"So, if you let me go, I'm supposed to bring you to Jack? That's all you want?" You asked.
"All I ever wanted." He begged.
You turned away from Lucifer. You thought long and hard. The hellhounds weren't making it any easier for you to make the decision of saying no, but Sam and Dean need you.. Cas needs you and Jack does too.
You felt like you were being selfish of just letting yourself die, but then again no feelings came out of it. You were probably going to die for real this time if you defeated Michael or not. Michael is going to kill you right when he receives your vessel.
"Deal." You simply say.
"Good." He says, approving of your choice.
You two head over to the camp, hoping this deal doesn't kick you in the ass. He holds you on a tight leash so you don't pull anything on the way.
