"You don't go off without us, Y/N. You know better!" Dean screamed at you as you and your two brothers Sam and Dean were walking into the bunker.
"I don't know why you're freaking out about this, Dean! You go off without me and Sam all the time." You scoffed, sitting yourself down on the chair with your arms crossed.
"I do it for your protection! Sam, tell her." Dean turned to Sam who looked like he didn't want to be in this petty fight but he was brought in anyway.
"Y/N, next time just tell us. You think you can take on so much but you can't. Last time you did, you went to Hell." Sam came up with a valid point but you rolled your eyes at both of your brothers.
"I'm here, I'm fine. Don't worry about it." You chuckled nervously as you went into the kitchen to grab three beers.
"What if you didn't come back, Y/N? What the hell are me and Sam supposed to do, huh?" Dean angrily shot at you.
"We've been through so much. I'm here now so why can't you just be happy that we made it through another day." You sighed heavily, having your whole body be tired and sore.
"If you can't listen to us, then get out." Dean simply stated. Sam glanced over at Dean shocked and so did you.
"Get out? And go where?" You scoffed nervously, almost about to cry.
"Me and Sam don't care." Dean shrugged his shoulders and pulled out the chair, sitting there waiting for you to make a move.
"Sam-" Your voice cracked.
"Sam can't help you, Y/N. If you can't listen to us then please, get out before you get hurt. Leave." Dean stated again with no emotion coming out of him.
"Fine." You huffed angrily, teeth clenched. "I hope your happy now, Dean. I'm not coming back for nothing. Have a good life." You didn't even pack anything for the road because you knew exactly where you wanted to go.
**
Taking the bus over to Jodys house, you didn't even call or anything because you were too upset. The bus ride was only a twenty minute ride to her house so you headed over there with no warning to Jody. Jody didn't mind because you headed over to her house before for support.
You had to walk down the street a little bit to get to Jodys house and when you glanced up, you saw her house and ran up to the door and knocked on it, roughly.
"Y/N-"
"Jody, I can't do this anymore. This hunting, my life being on the line everytime I go outside, I just-" You huffed as you went over to Jody, crying and couldn't barely catch your breath.
"What happened?" Jody asked simply.
"Sam and Dean happened!" You screeched.
"They called me, Y/N. Dean didn't mean what he said." Jody tried to calm you down by placing her hand on your shoulder.
"He told me to leave, like how could he?" You questioned Jody, voice breaking.
"He's just worried about you. He needs you back at the bunker. Sam and Dean love you so much, they don't want you to get hurt." Jody explained. You seemed to make sense of it when she was explaining it to you.
"I love them too, I just get so overwhelmed by all of this." You huffed, calming down as you wiped away your tears. "I just get so scared, I do things out of instinct. I just don't think and I understand that it scares them. It scares me too." You whimpered.
"Honey, tell them. Don't let them try to figure out how you feel because it'll just lead to more fighting and you just getting worked up." Jody chuckled as she handed you a tissue. You wiped up the leftover tears on your cheek as Jody wipes the other side with her index finger.
"They don't understand my feelings." You scoffed of laughter.
"Have you ever told them how you felt?" Jody asked you honestly.
"I have yes. When I came back from Hell, I-"
"Wait, you went to Hell?" Jody asked, eyes widened.
"Yes." You simply answered.
"You poor baby." Jody placed her hand on your shoulder and pulled you in for a hug.
"They look at me like I'm crazy!" You huffed again, trying to hold back more tears that are coming.
"I think they know what crazy looks like, Y/N. You guys have been through so much together. Sam and Dean will not give up on you and I don't want you to give up on them, okay? They love you so much and they don't want to lose you, ever." Jody glanced in your eyes to make you understand.
"I won't." Your voice cracked again and you sniffled, hugging her again. "Thanks, Jody." You hummed into her shirt.
"Sam and Dean know you're over here so they'll come over here so you don't go back alone. You don't know what's out there." Jody scoffed as she glanced outside. You nodded and smiled.
"Thanks, Jody." You repeated.
"Don't thank me, Y/N. I'd do anything for you and your brothers. Anything." Jody repeated for you to understand. "I love you guys like you're my own." Jody teared up.
You nodded, knowing that Jody was a angel sent from heaven for you Winchester's. She looked over you all when you guys got hurt and helped you with every case that was nearby her. You loved her like she was a mother figure to you.
As you and Jody were sitting on the couch, you heard a knock of distress. You shot up from the couch and let Jody look outside first to see that it was Sam and Dean. Jody opened the door, revealing a distressed Dean and Sam. Dean glanced over at you who looked like he was about to cry, seeing you just standing there, huffing.
"I'm sorry." Your voice cracked, standing there eyes closed to hold the tears back but they were already lose. You felt Deans warm embrace wrap around you, having you tighten your arms around him. "I love you." You whimper into Deans flannel.
"I love you too, Y/N." Deans rusty voice cracked.
You glanced over at Sam who was just admiring you and Deans hug.
"Come here, Sam." You laughed, letting go of Dean and open your arms up for Sams bear hugs. Sam chuckled and didn't hesitate to head over there to hug you. As your body collided, you hummed into his flannel, "I love you." You two let go and Sam wipes away a leftover tear that you had.
"I didn't mean what I said. I was just scared." Dean admitted, grunting to clear his voice.
"I know you didn't, Dean. I'm sorry for running off and fighting off that demon by myself. I just make dumb decisions when I'm scared." You admitted too. "We all say things we don't mean when we're scared."
"We are not just a team, guys. We're family." Sam added.
"Let's agree to let each other know how we're feeling so we don't fight anymore, okay?" You told Sam and Dean. When they nodded in agreement, you glanced over at Jody who looked like a proud mom.
"Come here, my children." Jody smiled heavily as she held her arms out wide for you three to walk in.
That group hug felt like home.
